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bye~

2010-02-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

It's the new year 2010.
I decided to stop blogging for now.
will continue, once i am at NUS medicine school on 2013.

ALL the BEST for ~~STE/~~ O levels / A levels / Poly / pre-U/ marriage / University/ Madinah.etc.

deleted my private blog.
Starting an AWESOME life.=D

Jangan melambatkan sembahyang.
Melambatkan sembahyang adalah sifat-sifat kaum munafiq.

Jangan pula tidak sembahyang.
Sembahyang adalah tiang agama .

wassalam.

STE camp.

2009-12-27T17:25:00.012+08:00

“Dhania , do you know who is your assistant?” Ust Salehin questioned. “Hidayat?” I answered with a dubious face. “How did you know?” ustaz asked again with a cynical smile. My face changed, my voice changed, I felt as if my world is tearing apart. “WHY USTAZ?” I retorted.

“Dhania, when ustaz told us you are the leader for the STE camp, all of us were shocked and each of us were like USTAZ! a girl cannot be our leader.” Hidayat started his story. We were having our exco meeting, well as I am partnering with him for the SL camp, we have a bit of chat since we finished our hob and waiting for the rest of the departments to finish their discussion. My reply was like, “ Why not?” With his sceptical smile he said, “ aniway, do you know who your assistant is?” Shocked.I asked “ I have an assistant?! Who?YOU?” “What's the problem if it is me,WHy?do you think we are fated?”He replied with a laugh.

I swear, I thought he was joking. I just shoot out any answers that came out in my mind. Ustaz with his cynical smile again said if Hidayat is not calibrating just asked who is the leader and said with a stern voice that you are.

The planning of the camp starts well when I divide the 4 days to 4 leaders. The girls will be incharge for 3days while the boys will be incharge of one. Unfair? Our ratio of girls Secondary 4 students to the boys is 3:1. Fair enough? I put Rusda as the overall In charge of day1, Sharifah as day 3 and Syuhada as day 4. On the last day of school, I use the whole class board and asked the secondary 4 girls which day they wanted to help. Since,i really wanted each one of the secondary 4 to help out and take this as an experience for life outside Irsyad.

“Call Dhania up.” Hidayat called after knocking the class door and nobody answered. I dragged my feet to meet him and he asked for a meeting after school regarding this camp. I answered, “we divide oursleve so each one of us will have some work to do for the whole 4 days. Your work is just to ask the boys to plan out the day 2.” Hidayat was shocked and exasperated. He said something like, why dont you ask me first. We have to plan together and work together.. and all the sweet talk continues.

“alright then, the 4 of us will meet you after school.” I retorted. The meeting started up badly and ended worst. It started with Rusda, Sharifah, Syuhada and I sat on the canteen bench, waiting for them talking with each other at the other end of the canteen. Frustrated. I asked syuhada's mom to call them up. Shockingly, syuhada's mother, cik ramla seriously called them up. Well, to be exact...called zawaid's up. “ZULZAWAID!ZULZAWAID! FASTER!” and that's the start of hell.

We have 2hours of meeting full of shouting, Mr izzad came up and showed a “L” shape to me when he heard the boys explanation, the secondary 5 staring at us, some of us ended giving up ang spend the time eating and more shouting. At last, abdullah came out and said, “ ok, this is the conclusion. The secondary 4 girls and boys cannot work together. AGREE?” for once. I agreed and hidayat's face was like -_-''

After 2 prolonged hours we have a conclusion. The same conclusion as before, the boys will do the 2nd day and the girls will plan up the rest. So, the girls under my command start doing their work. While the boys, only ALLAH knew.

The day came without us noticing. The first day was settled up without the boys with us as they were having a bridging class. The plan started with mr Isham's 15minutes speech. But, it ended after 1 hour of spin out. I swear, because of that all of the secondary 3 have lost their concentration and cannot listen properly what the emcee, Rusda, was saying. Luckily, on the 1st day there was a mini amazing race making all of them hyped up. Oh yes,not to forget, we invited some secondary 5 to be the facilitators for the boys. Even my previous head SL, Harith, said the secondary 3boys were uncontrollable. Thank you for those who came. The joke of the day was during hidayat's 10mins talk. He thanked the secondary 5 for coming over and tell the secondary 3's that tomorrow onwards the secondary 4 boys will take over. The answer was, “NOOOOO! We want the secondary 5!”

Waking up unrefreshed and searched for my pillow to get back to sleep when my mom shouted it's time to wake up. She was frustrated with me and kept on repeating the leader of the organizers cannot come late.“oh mom, today is my assistant's day. It's his job. My job is to just watch, see and comment.” mom gave her annoying look and shoo me out from the house. So,there starts the 2nd day. It was marvelous. The muarikkh group did fantastically for the singing competition and cheering competition. The lead singer, Nurul Syaira Zulkifli sang beautifully. She can win the Singapore Idol in 2 years time!Ustaz invited kak Sila and Kak Purnama to give a talk to the kids. Well, kak sila said something like , “eventhough we have 2 seperated class we are still one.” But, for my batch? We are like having a battle between the gender. SEXISM.

Nashruddeen became the emcee for the 3rd day.Sharifah is in charge for that particular day. Nothing much happened. The day went on smoothly until Zawaid have to talk about hadith hasan, sohih and dhaif. He go on and on to talk about the different mazhab making me worried and asked Hidayat to stop the program. Not to forget, I told the participants I am uhappy with their discipline for the previous 2 days and kept on repeating all the problems that we, the organizers faced, and what is the outcome in future. The outcome is simple. 4Hours detention for every problem they caused.

The next day start out horribly. Syuhada and I were the only secondary 4 came. I texted Hafiz to ask him to lead the do'a and rushed to the MPR to set up the things needed and wait for the participants. Not to forget, we were unable to contact Arif making each of us panicked. Arif came in 30mins later than planned and I asked them to play a lame game. Arif start out wonderfully, alhamdulillah. Syuhada need to off to Marina to check on stuffs and I am the only secondary 4 left. I felt miserable. Luckily, rusda,bahirah ,iswandi and nufail came near after that.

I gave a briefing for the amazing race@Marina while ustaz gave his final words that is to behave outside Irsyad. The participants went off. Making the rest of us to settle up the prizes, certificates and so on. It was a joke to them when nufail who was making the certificate said, he wanted to put Ustaz, Mrs Hidayat and Mr Hidayat's singnature. I was slow and everyone laughed. After that, well. I do not need to continue. Bahirah, rusda and I had a chat with Arif. Arif gave me his consolation and asked me not to give up my ideas when I am working with Hidayat. Hold my ideas strongly and do not judge people based on what other people said.

The 3 of us were reluctant to go to Marina but we ended up going with amal and taking a lot of pictures there. The plan to give him the report was canceled due to the time and so, we went back to school.During the journey, syu called up and said people were getting noisy and they want to pray earlier. As i said, we will wait for everybody. Bukhari,kept on fighting wait,having a discussion with syuhada till hafiz said, "bila dhania kate tunggu. kena tunngu." the discussion ends there.

arrive school, rushed to ask them for prayers, writing the certs, counting the marks with shazaa till my calculator and myself go mad.Luckuliy, Mr Izzad came to help us. Came the closing speech, prize presentations and 30seconds of talk from me and at last group photo. I cannot believe it that ustaz gave me the mike to speak out at the secondary 3 but not Hidayat. I need to touch up a lot in my public speaking.

“why kak dhania is the overall incharge?” “why hidayat is the assistant and zulzawaid is not incharge at all?” that were some questions the participants asked to some of the organizers. You cannot deny that I am better than Hidayat. RIGHT? *laughing out loud , rolling on the floor* iIt is just a lame joke.I need to improve a lot in my leadership skills through experience. With that, I thank everyone who had helped me making this camp a success and well, everyone who attend the camp and ofcorse ALLAH, ust Idham and Ust Salehin for giving me the opportunity to be the overall incharge for this camp.

2009-12-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

i miss these kids.see some of you guys next year!

exp organizing ilead camp essay.

2009-12-25T10:12:00.011+08:00

and this is everyone, kamal adli.

Experience organizing iLead camp.

“A man's errors are his portals of discovery,” James Joyce quotes (Irish novelist, 1882-1941)

Everything started to have course when Mr Ikram came into the MPR. He asked us to share with everyone our inner and outer side, each other's strength and a word to replace our name. Well, for me I chose money for my inner and outer side because I cannot deny,money is important to survive in this world. My other name is ‘Dynamic’ because I am always changing my opinions, beliefs and also behaviour. Hafiz pointed out that my strength lies in planning. I had no idea some people would notice that. For that, I thanked him.

I work better with time and not with numbers like Hijannah. Therefore I am under the operations sector. Partnering with Hidayat was another challenge, people gave me their consolations to remain composed when working with him. Some said, “His ego is bigger than the universe.” Alhamdulillah,it was just a hoax. I managed to work with him with a lot of compromises between us. After weeks of working with him, I changed my perspective of him and he, himself has changed to become a better person. He now listens to what we want to say and agree to it. It started with phone calls everyday and waking up receiving his text messages. Depleting it. Calling him up and talk for hours and hours to make the schedule the best out of it. At last, we came up with our best after about 10times changing it within 2weeks.

To reach the secondary 5 2009 was also arduous. Which is, by the way is the manpower’s job. I do not have the confidence in my teammates, the manpower sector. Thus I decided to settle this one myself. The secondary fives were not collaborating, the first person I called said, ''Eh, kite malas uh.”which means she was lazy to join. Devastated, I ambushed the head of SL last year,Harith, and asked him to search for facilitators. Shockingly, more than what I expected came on the briefing and we had two extra facilitators, one from the girls and another from the boys, Hidayah and Harris respectively.

We were fortunate to have Hidayah and Harris as the head of facilitators during the camp. They were the ones who collected the points, gave out points of ukhuwwuah, amanah, leadership and confidence to the groups during the activities. They had to face 4-5digit numbers for the cheering competition. Which, initially, was the manpower's job.

Grounded. That is a word every teenager hates. Forced to stay at home and not be able to even go to the shops downstairs. The camp was in two days time and I got grounded for the first time in my life due to the fact that I was not at home for the whole week. I went out to school, to shop with hijannah, had two days of family day and for once, went out with my friends. I broke my curfew by arriving home later than maghrib due to the recce at macritchie and Mr Izzad had to call up my mom at 10pm during the recce of the campfire.

Rushed to wrap up the presents which was preliminary the logistics job, the the day before with Farid and Mr Izzad. It was hilarious when Farid wrapped the presents using the masking tape and Mr Izzad came saying,” Farid! WHAT are you doing?” I turned and I saw the masking tape basically covered the whole present making the wrapping invisible. Farid with his deep voice saying,''my first time wrapping la sir.” making all of us laugh out loud.

Packed-up my stuffs on the night before the camp and as per normal, frustrate myself to decide which shirt should I wear for the first day. I chose purple! Said goodbye early in the morning. Being aware that I was late, I set up my course to school with my trolley Bag, making weird sounds as I pulled it along the pavements.

The morning started with registrations and Zubair giving the first impression of the whole camp. Had high elements with Syaira beside me at first but I ended up joining the G4 group which consisted of my best buddies, Rusda and Farhaini. All of us learnt a lot of things; trust, confidence and a lot more. I did not have the confidence to become the bilayer and the first person I belayed fell. I kept on asking the girls, whether it was my fault.

Life coaching was spent with the participants. The facilitators, to be exact. Since it was about life,we made our own circle and had a talk to share about where we want to go next. I cannot believe they have not chosen their path. I cannot believe I am 16. One step closer to 60.

The plan for The Gladiators after life coaching was to pray, followed by dinner. Well, I basically could not wait to have my dinner, so I rushed to the mosque to pray with the participants. I felt some vibrations and was all ready to confiscate any hand phones from the participants. But it turned out that Hurun was calling me to ask me to meet the rest at the courtyard

''Oh,great!'' I told myself. It was 6plus and I had yet to do my prayers. We had a short meeting. "Short meetings" for the hi-r means long, dreadful meetings that lasts for 30minutes to 2/3hours. I quickened my pace, but time seemed to suddenly running slowly when I arrived. Alas, it was over and YES! Time to eat! I am the only hi-r member at the canteen, asking the group in-charge to give out foods and announced to the participants the time they had to stop eating.

After prayers, the boys carried their bags to the mosque while the girls stayed in the MPR. The other hi-r had something on, they were getting ready for the candle light and so, I taught the girls about the lights~, camera rolling~,action! I told them that Farid will teach them again during the candlelight but would be funnier as he will be holding a loudhailer so I need them to help him out. Thank god they are a bunch of supportive people and was so enthusiastic when Farid showed them again.

I forgot to point out that during candlelight we invited some alumni from the Student leaders. I faced a couple of problems two hours before the event when suddenly, Kak Wajihah is unable to come due to some problems. Exasperated. I told no one except my friends, they told me to call up random people to come for this event. Allah showed me the light and guidance when I saw Arif Osman at the void deck helping to set up the textbook booth. The most important thing I want to say is, this is the communications job. I have no idea why I am doing it. Maybe it is because, for me they have their own problems like, foods and transport.

The problem was solved by 7pm.Syaamil suddenly texted me up saying he brought Azhar and I unexpectedly saw Kak Amirah who was taking examinations the next day. She was so devoted to share her experience with the participants. Thus, I have two extra alumni now and it was awesome how Allah helped me to solve my problems. Then I asked Farid to just put some groups with two alumni and to my surprise, Farid outshone himself by becoming the camp coordinator during the candlelight while I was somewhere there writing out notes and check out the time.

There was a meeting after the candlelight and each one of us looked like zombies. A trip to macritchie, set up the task and control the timing of each groups that are starting the walk, the last group of boys were so eager to start the walk as they have to wait for about 15minutes.The facilitators and I decided they have to walk like a frog, sit and do silly things on the way to the forest to kill those 15minutes. At first, it was just a silly idea. But when I saw they really did it making me laugh like mad. Oh,yes. Not to forget, thank you Ust Mustaqim lending me his phone during the night since my prepaid was running low.

Atlas,It was my turn. I entered the forest with B4.At the end of the route, I was walking alone as I said I am dynamic. One moment I am afraid, the next moment I am brave as a lion. Walking alone in the forest can become my new hobby. I walked alone in the dark, hiding my light stick throughout most of the journey since the last station master was furious at me and asked me to walk normally without hiding the light sticks. I congratulate Ammar as he achieved to become a camp coordinator for the whole event when everyone was unresponsive.

Safety car, Mosque, Carpet and lastly Sleep.The looks of the participants when I told them breakfast will be at 0830am were priceless. After a few minutes of sleep, Aliah (amazing race helper) texted me and said she has arrived. I woke up and went about to set up the amazing race. At the same time, the participants were having their breakfast. I checked on them to see there were no hi-r around. ”Oh great, AGAIN?” I told myself. I searched for the loudhailer,but it is nowhere to be seen. Thus, I asked Mr Izzad's help to tell them to be at the courtyard by 9am and then rushed to settle the amazing race.
Hidayat became the camp coordinator for the amazing race and there were a few problems such as one of the helpers was unable to join us. So Allah showed me more guidance and He gave me the idea to ask the head Facilitators for help. I waited at the MPR for the participants to arrive. One by one they came, starting with G1, then G2, and G3 and so on.

Farid need to debrief the campers about the amazing race. For the first time, I leave him alone to be the speaker without my help beside him.I was worried for him in the same time I had to help the head of facilitators. The head of facilitators and I were cracking our heads up, counting the marks collected for the award ceremony and at last, we had our winners. Not to forget, Farid did the debrief wonderfully when I came in late.
Problem solving play was held at the MPR and Hurun gave out the debrief. Great job Hurun! Short and sweet. Came the feedbacks, speech, prize presentations,video done by Munira, lastly, group photo!

This paragraph is dedicated to Zulzawaid Bin Zulkifli. As my school mate,my leader,my teammate, and the future mufti he really did a great job during the camp. While, I was enjoying my high elements. He was busy making phone calls and so on. He did most of the operations work while I was having a pleasant time doing the activities. He is humble in his own ways. Before the camp, I always give him a free preaching which consist of long messages and sometimes sarcastic remarks but his reply was relieving and sometimes irritating. There was once I questioned about the timing, and he said,”check the plan” I knew I was 100% right but looking at his face I said,”okay, I trust you.” since we are at the high elements and the time is not effecting us. Not to forget, he is a very influential person,he can easily make people believe and accept his beliefs.
But, for me, he, as the HEAD of Student Leader and Future Mufti of Singapore, he should lead the meetings when we have one. Have the authority to speak up his ideas without passing it to Hafiz. Proud to be the Head Of Student Leader as he was the one and only who was chosen out of the 90 students in secondary 4. Try to change or make a change or leave a mark in Irsyad. Making our juniors say,''eh, zawaid is the best Head of SL.” or something like that. Not to forget, to take all the opportunity to lead when there is some leading needed and lastly, think that being a head of student leaders in Irsyad is a wonderful and AWESOME thing. This is a chance that someone else actually wants it but he is the one who gets it. Irsyad is the BEST Madrasah in Singapore (based on the new paper dated on the january 2009), with that honour I believe he can become a great person one day.

Lastly, thank you Mdm Faezah and mdm Yanis for giving me advices now and then. Thank you to the rest of the members for giving me the confidence and together made iLead camp a success.

tired of waiting.

2009-12-19T08:41:00.001+08:00

it's less than a week more~
5more days!

LIGHTS~CAMERA ROLLING!

i have to get a script ready.

Ilead camp part II

2009-12-18T22:14:00.009+08:00

Ilead camp part II

walk with hafiz,farid,hidayat,hijannah and hurun to macritchie.
we went first to settle the tasks which is . . okay la.

starts with me irritate farid with lights~camera rolling~
LOL.
and.the 6 of us. walked together, challenging each other.
hm.
at the end of the journey.
i think i'm tired
and walked too fast
till they are way behind.
suddenly, a shadow came nearer to me.
i was. with rusda's phone replying every sms that came (because mine, the battery is flat!)
i turned and i saw.
HAFIZ
tet. seram seh.
and i was like. hafiz. shadow ko seram seh.
and he was like. eh, sory uh.
practically..trying to sleep walk.
but. ended up. a few bumps here and there.
gv up. walk beside hjn.
and we plaayed.. org buta game.
-_-

once we arrived.bla3.
practically slept heavily at the safety car during the journey back to school

as mdm was worried when i said,"
i cannot even remeber what day is today."

after subuh..

mdm told her concerns about the participants.
hafiz changed a few plans.
rebellious.
i called hidayat up, we agreed to change the plan back to the previous ones.
(the 6th time of changing the schedule)

so. slept.then,aliah texted saying she arrived.
wake up. brief abt amazing race.
hidayat took all the spotlights.
eventhough i did 90% of amazing race's work.
(his work is just to settle the station with the boucing ball)

left me, calling people up. get stressed up.
eat.

while hidayat did something mr izzad disslikes (give the group out first with BIG DIFFERENCE in time)
tkpela. asal ko bahagia la hidayat.

then. prob solving play.

then prize giving presentation.
~~video~~

group PICTURE!
atlast!
thennnn.

meeting with mr ikram.
glance through the feedbacks~
and.. that's all.
hibeeeernaate for 16hours.

overall, about my experience? wait for it..mr ikram asked us
to write an essay about it. LOL.i'll post mine here.
overall, participants? some says,''the best camp they had
ever went"
well others said,''it's bad. 40/100."
everyone has their own expectations on this camp.
well, for me.. basically, a leadersip camp there should be
some talks on leadership. it's better we had high elements to replace
that.
what more do u want from a camp?
sky diving?

p/s:congratz to the winners.

this is the Amazing Race marks... well,the others are secrets.(it's too cpmplicated, only harris understants what he did,searching for the % .etc.)

and.. okay. we wrap the hampers like..dots. the wrapping committee: mr izzad,farid and i.

i knw the wrapping was like -_-'' atleast we tried! da la wrapper dia senang koyak

abe,satu2 wrap macam. i think it's better if we stay it as secret kan farid? HAHA

masking.tape.

oh yes. thank you to dayah raje and harris for counting all the points... etc.

I LEAD CAMP.

2009-12-18T20:01:00.006+08:00

it started with..
at night... "nak pakai baju ape eh..*start packing*
so. the next day, i chose purple~
the next person who wore the same shirt as me is hafidzuddeen.so yeahs, from far you will know that is both of us.

okay. registration. etc. then HIGH ELEMENTS with the group called gladiators~
with hafiz, zawaid, zubair and SYAIRA!!

i joint g4's group..or they called themselves G-FORCE.
we practically, broke/destroy every course that we went.
-_-'
then. i help mr mokhsin to belay the solo course thing.
syuahda & i planned to go togeher..
*gambar letak kt fb..cnfrm lawar:D*
but,time is running out...
and we have no chance of doing it.
takpe syu! KTE BUAT SEGALA DIVING YG ADE IN FUTURE!

hehe. what happened on the bus..

ok.next. after high elements we had life coaching.
after life coaching..at night we had campfire, LIGHTS~CAMERA ROLLING~ ACTION!
the campers had rest while the excos have a meeting.
so. . no rest or sleep for us.

will be continued later.celebrate the results!
my parents bought pizzas!

THANK YOU

2009-12-16T15:05:00.003+08:00

i will update everything about SL camp once mr izzad posted the pictures.
now, need to settle a lot of stuffs regarding STE camp.
thank you for all who came.
thank you ALUMNI.
thank you mdm yanis , mdm faezah, ust mustaqim, mr izzad and all the teachers involved.
thank you to the secondary 5 for being the facis.
thank you the juneidians.
thank you to mr ikram & co.
and lastly, thank you and congratz to the exco.
(esp. ME!)
lol. LIGHTS~CAMERA ROLLING~ACTION!.

btw, we went through a glance about the feedback thing.
for the best organizer..
most of the i lead participants chose...

guy: farid.
girl: dhania
:DD

and,and. there is this one feedack.
guy:_____
girl:kak dhaniah.

awww. haha. THANK YOU AGAIN!

2009-12-12T21:06:00.003+08:00

this is the 2nd time i type this.
cursed blogger.

monday.

i had napha test.
ok. i came 30mins late and hjn came 2hrs late.
hm.

then. rush to school~
had shopping with mdm faezah, hjn and hafiz.

theeen.
'meeting'

well, there was supposedly meeting..but it turn out the boys playing.
as the only girls there, hijannah and i decided to run away and stayed at the teachers' room.

faci's briefing.
shockingly.. a lot of the sec5's came.
thanks~

dead.dead.dead.tired.

asar prayers.
we have our prayers at somewhere..and we saw this:

see.the girl is wearing a long skirt~

ok. then. during the 'short' exco meeting.
i eneded up sleeping.
farid noticed it and asked wether i am okay.
everyone is looking at me.*paiseh*
then i cabot and went to the canteen with kak sakinah(since the rest of the sec5's left her alone there)
aand..we had a looooooong chat.

then. dry run to macrithie.
hjna nd i caught up with somethingat school ended up being left so way behind with the pack.

great. we rushed. go to the next busstop. hidayat called.
"naik bus!"
"tak nak!"
"naik bus!mr izzad suruh naik bus!"
"okay~"

this is how bias both of us are.

we rushed..like usual 157 is like tooot.
we took 163 i think(because 157 is damn late)
suddenly, when we rode it.
157 is behind 163.
damn this bus-__-''

dry run at macrtichie.

the boys decided to have something and mr izzad said..it's a waste of time. LOL.

home with nabmo and arrived at 1130pm.

tuesday.

causeway with family~
we went to have a neo print!

wendesday.
awesome.
accompanied nyai for her operations at jurong.
long journey.slept at the bus.
while waiting...

i went to the library and saw this~

i stared at it for a few moments.. and wondered.. why is the sentence pretty funny and like bizarre somehow.

then nurse said my nyai is like someone who acts at the pirates of carribean. aah.
that pirate.lame. i knw.

after the operations.nyai brought me to kfc~
this is the most wicked part
she said something like
"nyai tk tau knp..nyai kalau makan kfc mcm kenyang (feel the satisfaction ) gtu.
and i'm like. omg. serious:? i thought only teens&children will be the ones who will say that.

anw. my nyai is YOUNG AT HEART!

met ISHAK JOHARI after that.
chea..org tu keluar 1st page seh.

oh.yes. hidayat kept on bugging me and i swear if i am a guy i cracked his skinny bones already.

had a meeting at 5pm and i came out at 5pm.
i rushed to finish all the docs that needs to be printed.
0_0

then. campfire dry run.
farid will become the camp coordinator.
because i prefer him then anyone else~
chea,syuhadA! good choice.

everyone get excited up when i asked mr izzad to call up my mom-_-''

thursday!

out with umairah and aminah to IMM!

got my crispy noodle..and amina had her..something.

then to lot1 since umai need to watch new moon with her friends.
then aminah and i have a long chat . basically i complaint and she gave her opinions.
like old times huh?

it's wicked how hijannah knew i am with aminah.

friday.

went shopping with hjn again.
frm sim lim square
walk to beach road
then to mustafa
-_-''

we met this grandpa.
as we are on our way to beach road.. he asked us..where to go to the army market.
hjn asked him to join us since we are on our way there.

well.when i;m young.. my parents said,"do not talk to strangers"
so..hjn do all the talking.

he was frustated with me..as i just nod.nod and nod.
-_-''
he treated us some fruits.
may allah shows him the hidayat to islam.

he told us(basically hjn) that he is searching for work..
btw, he is 75years old. where is his children?

then hjn and i went to this place.
which the makcik said will sell loudhailer.
we are like two tourists.
everything there is full of THAILAND STUFFS!
-_-
there are thailand langs. etc.
total lost.

mustafa! lost on the way there.
found the loudhailer.
not enough money.
call zawaid up.
he anwered.wow.
hafiz and zubair ended up buying the loudhailer just now.

saturday~
rot at home. yes! atlast!

it's december!!

2009-12-12T20:18:00.008+08:00

curse blogger.

2009-12-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

GROUNDED!

ade ke holiday kena grounded..

mom said: dhania, jangan keluar hari ni..selalu keluar jek. cuci baju. kemas rumah.
dad said: dhania, ape ni.. holiday duduk rumah main computer macam nadrah. mane ade org holiday g sklh.

ok. so. yeahs. i'm GROUNDED!

a lot of chores since monday i have to do.
will update it once i finished everything i procrastinated since monday.
omg. where to start?-__-''

another thing, my apologies to everyone who are is/are affected by my grounded thing.-_-'''

nazihah~

2009-12-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

happy 16th birthday nazihah.
minta maaf lambat sangat.
bussssy

ok. jap. 8december. aku g causweay dgn fam.
smlm.. aku. kena anta nene aku g operation abe. aku. g sklh.meeting sampai pukul 1030pm!
-__-

The Duck & The Devil

2009-12-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

mr hazrin emailed me this story.. hehehe.

The Duck & The Devil

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.

As he was walking back he saw Grandma’s pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching!

Fatima had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, ‘Fatima, let’s wash the dishes.’ But Fatima said, ‘Grandma, Ahmed told me he wanted to help in the kitchen.’ Then she whispered to him, ‘Remember the duck?’ So Ahmed did the dishes.

Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, ‘I’m sorry but I need Fatima to help make supper.’

Fatima just smiled and said, ‘Well, that’s all right because Ahmed told me he wanted to help.’ She whispered again, ‘Remember the duck?’ So Fatima went fishing and Ahmed stayed to help.

After several days of Ahmed doing both his chores and Fatima’s, he finally couldn’t stand it any longer.

He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said, ‘Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Fatima make a slave of you.’

Thought for the day and every day thereafter?

Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done… and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)…whatever it is…You need to know that Allah was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.

He’s just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.

The great thing about Allah is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by Allah’s grace and mercy that we are saved.

Go ahead and make a difference in someone’s life today. Share this with a friend and always remember: Allah is at the window!

Berapa Kali Nak Cakap,Couple tu Haram

2009-12-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

read this!i seriously will give that essay.

www.iLuvislam.com
oleh: umairzulkefli

Pernah seketika dulu saya rasa saya tak berguna..
Masa dalam kelas kawan-kawan semua tak suka..
Saya nak 'join', kawan kata saya menyibuk..
Ada pula yang kate saya kuat emo..
Sikit-sikit nak marah..
Padahal sebenarnye saya nak tegur mereka buat bising masa belajar..

Lepas tu saya cuba buat lawak
kononnya nak tarik perhatian orang lain
saya paling gembira bila ada orang gelak bila dengar lawak saya
terutamanya pelajar-pelajar perempuan..
Budak-budak lelaki semua kata saya 'mat capub'(cari publisiti)..
tapi saya tak kesah..
asalkan ada yang terhibur..

Tapi saya tetap merasakan kekosongan..
Memang lumrah manusia..
Seoarang lelaki akan tertarik kepada wanita
Macam itulah yang saya rasa..
Saya tengok kawan-kawan dah ada yang 'couple'..
Di dorm sms awek sampai pagi..
ada yang call awek sampai satu malam boleh habis 10 ringgit..

Saya mula berfikir..
"Adakah aku perlu BERCINTA?"
Dengan menggunakan akal seorang pelajar tingkatan 4 itu..
saya pun mula menanam tekad untuk ber'couple'..
Dan masa itulah saya kenal awak..
saya rase saya dah jumpa orang yang paling penting dalam hidup saya..

Mula-mula awak jual mahal..
Tapi saya tak kisah..nak beli gak..
akhirnya, dipendekkan cerita..
saya pun mulalah BERCINTA..

Masa bercinta,memang saya sangat-sangat bersemangat
Apa orang kata..'ALL OUT'lah..
haha..
Saya selalu call awak,awak pun selalu call saya..
'gayut' malam-malam..kadang-kadang saya pun habis RM10 satu malam..
Tetapi segala PENGORBANAN yg dilakukan masa ber'couple' tu..
Tidak terasa pun kehilangannya..

Mase bercinta memang indah..
Semuanya indah..
Sikit-sikit gurau-gurau
Sikit-sikit gelak-gelak
kalau merajuk men pujuk2..
kalau 'birthday' kita sambut sama-sama..

Untuk diri ini,terasa amat bahagia..
Sebab masa itulah terasa diri ini dihargai..
Saya pernah terikir..
Biarlah kawan-kawan saya tu pandang saya semacam,
kata saya macam-macam..
Asalkan awak memahami saya..

Satu hari saya dengar ceramah..
Alhamdulillah..
Dalam ceramah tu saya sedar,saya banyak buat dosa
dan saya kena brubah..
Hidup saya mesti selari dengan Islam..
Saya kena jadi baik..
Sebab memang itu fitrah manusia..menginginakan kebaikan..
semua orang nak masuk syurga kan?

Sejak dari saat itu saya mula rapatkan diri dengan masjid..
Rapatkan diri dengan Al-Quran..
Selalu solat jemaah awal waktu..
Selalu dengar tazkirah..

Saya beli terjemahan Quran, sebab nak tadabbur Quran
Saya beli dua, satu untuk saya, satu untuk awak,
Saya taknak jadi baik seorang diri..
jadi saya ajak awak sekali..
Saya ajak awak baca Al-Quran..
saya kejut awk bangun subuh..(calling)
saya ajak awak saling beri tazkirah..

Mula-mula awak terkejut dengan perubahan saya..
Awak ingat saya dah nak jadi alim, nak brenti couple.
Saya kata,kita bukan buat benda yang salah..
bercinta kerana Allah..
Kita couple tak macam orang lain..
Orang lain couple 'jiwang-jiwang' je..
ade yang siap wat mksiat lg..
pegang-pegang tangan dan macam-macam lagi..
Tapi kita couple baik-baik..
Jaga batas-batas syara'..
Tak guna ayat jiwang-jiwang
janji taknak jumpa, takut berlaku maksiat..
cuma sms dan call je..

Dan awk terima perubahan saya itu..
Saya pun banyak nasihat awak..
Awk pun terima..
Walaupun kadang-kadang awak merajuk sebab teguran saya tu
Tapi saya faham, perubahan memerlukan masa..
Dan akhirnya saya rasa..
Hubungan kita semakin diredahai..
Saya salu doa supaya kita akan kekal sampai ke gerbang perkahwinan..

Dalam proses perubahan saya,
Saya mula menyedari bahawa berdakwah itu wajib..
Kita kena menyampaikan kepada orang tentang kebenaran.
Kalau kita tidak berdakwah..
kita akan dipertanggungjawabkan oleh Allah di akhirat kelak.
sesuai dgn firmanNya dlm surah Al-A'raf,
surah ke 7,ayat ke 164:

Dan (ingatlah) ketika suatu umat di
antara mereka berkata: "Mengapa kamu
menasihati kaum yang Allah akan
membinasakan mereka atau mengazab mereka
dengan azab yang amat keras?" Mereka
menjawab: "Agar kami mempunyai alasan
(pelepas tanggung jawab) kepada Tuhanmu,
dan supaya mereka bertakwa".

Lepas tu saya mulalah beri tazkirah pada kawan-kawan dan adik-adik
Tegur mereka apa sahaja yang silap..
Saya tak boleh tahan bila tengok orang buat salah/dose..
Saya mesti nak tegur.
Selemah2 iman tegur dengan hati, oleh sebab saya nak jadi orang kuat iman..
Ape lagi..tegur je la depan-depan..huhu~~

Lepas tu, satu masa..
saya terbaca pasal couple..

"COUPLE HARAM"

Saya tak percaya..
tapi bila baca detail-detail yang dia bagi..
macam betul pulak..
huhu~~
tapi biasala..
kalau kita suka satu benda tu..
kita tetap akan cari alasan untuk 'membenarkan' pendapat kita..

Saya pun buat tak tahu pasal benda tu..
dan teruskan saja hubungan kita..
kita tak buat maksiat..
Kita jalan-jalan pegang tangan..
tak jiwang-jiwang..
Cuma saling ambil berat..
Tanya khabar..
Borak-borak..
Siap bagi tzkirah lagi..
Apa yang haramnya dengan benda ni?
Tak kisahlah..

Masa terus berlalu...

Masa ni dah nak dekat Trial SPM..
lagi tiga minggu sebelum trial..
dalam masa tu, saya memang rajin study dengan kawan..
buat study group
Pada masa yang sama, bagi tazkirah..

Ada yang terima..
ada juga yang buat tak tahu
Kadang-kadang bila tegur..
saya kena marah pula..
macam-macamlah alasannya
ada kata saya tegur tak berhikmah..
ada yang kata saya menunjuk-nunjuk je..
Tapi tak kisah..
saya ada tempat mengadu..
huhu~~

Suatu masa..
ketika sedang mentadabbur Al-Quran seorang diri..
saya terjumpa ayat ini..

Mengapa kamu suruh orang lain
(mengerjakan) kebajikan, sedang kamu
melupakan diri (kewajiban) mu sendiri,
padahal kamu membaca Al Kitab (Taurat)?
Maka tidakkah kamu berfikir?
(Al-Baqarah, ayat 44)

Saya pun terfikir..

"Selama ini aku asyik tegur orang je.
Tapi aku sendiri masih banyak kekurangan,
Cepat marah, suka buang masa,
ade gak dosa-dosa yang masih dilakukan..
Macam mana ya?"

Lepas tu terjumpa pula ayat ini..

Dan janganlah kamu campur adukkan yang
hak dengan yang batil dan janganlah kamu
sembunyikan yang hak itu, sedang kamu
mengetahui.
(Al-Baqarah ayat 42)

Tiba-tiba saya terfikir satu keritikan kawan..

"Alah kau tu..cakap je berapi..gaya alim,tapi couple gak..sama aje kau
dengan kami..tegur orang konon.."

Berfikir sejenak..
Sebenarnye ber'couple' ni boleh ke tidak?
Adakah selama ini saya hanya menganggap ia boleh?
Habis tu, kenapa saya rasa malu bila mak dan ayah
tahu saya selalu berhubung dengan perempuan?
Dan terkadang saya rasa serba salah?

Macam-macam yang saya fikir..

Dipendekkan cerita lagi sekali..
saya ke Pulau Pinang untuk mengikuti satu seminar dkwh..
Saya harap dengan seminar ni kefahaman saya mengenai dakwah akan lebih mantap..

Dalam perjalanan ke seminar tu..
saya masih sms lagi dengan awak dalam bas..
sempat lagi pesan-pesan supaya jangan lupa baca Al-Quran hari ini, solat awal waktu..
Dalam fikiran saya..
"Ni kira dakwah juga..saling ingat-mengingati.."

******

Majlis malam itu berakhir dengan sesi ta'aruf,
pukul 10 semua orang dah bebas untuk aktiviti sendiri
Lagipun kami semua penat..
takkan nak panjang-panjangkan program sampai tengah malam..
pihak penganjur pun faham..

Tiba-tiba saya tergerak hati untuk bertanya dengan fasilitator yang ada di situ..
Saya rasa inilah masa terbaik untuk tanya pendapat dia tentang couple.
Tapi saya tragak-agak..
"Kalaulah betul couple tu salah..habis tu,nak
buat macam mana? Aku kena clash ke?
Alah,buat apa fikir macam tu..tanya je la. Kalau
tak buat salah, apa nak ditakutkan?"

Lalu saya menghampiri 'Brother' fasilitator tu..
Masa tu dia tengah membelek-belek terjemahan Al-Qurannya seorang diri.

"Assalamualaikum, bang, saya nak tanya sikit
boleh?"

"Em,boleh..duduklah. Nta nak tanya apa?"

"Er..macam ni,sebelum saya terlibat dengan dakwah ni, saya ada kenal seorang
kawan ni, perempuan la. Tapi bukanla setakat kawan biasa..rapat gak la. Bukan rapat biasa,tapi rapatla.."

"Bercinta ke?"

Saya malu nak cakap yang saya couple. Nanti apa pula brother tu kate..mesti dia marah nnt. Saya pun angguk. Lepas tu saya tanya..

"Sebenarnya..couple ni boleh ke tak bang?"

"Akhi, memang fitrah manusia, lelaki akan tertarik kepada perempuan, begitu juga perempuan akan tertarik kepada lelaki. Tapi dalam Islam, perasaan itu perlu dikawal dan ada batasnya. Pergaulan perlu dijaga. Allah firman dalam surah Al-Isra', surah ke 17, dalam ayat yg ke 32:
Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah suatu perbuatan yang keji dan suatu jalan yang buruk."

"Tapi bang,saya tak nampak pun yang kami ni menghampiri zina. Niat kami baik. Saya dah cuba sedaya upaya mengawal perhubungan kami. Sms pun takdelah jiwang-jiwang, selalu bagi tazkirah lagi. Kami selang-selang bagi, hari ni saya, esok dia."

Saya tak mahu mengalah.

"Memang betul niat nta baik. Tapi ingat, niat tak pernah menghalalkan cara. Yang batil tetap sahaja batil, yang haq tetap haq. Cuba tengok ayat ni."
Sambil brother tu bukak Al-Quran dia, dan tunjuk pada saya ayat ini:
Dan (juga) kaum Ad dan Tsamud, dan sungguh telah nyata bagi kamu (kehancuran mereka) dari (puing-puing) tempat tinggal mereka. Dan setan menjadikan mereka memandang baik
perbuatan-perbuatan mereka, lalu ia menghalangi mereka dari jalan (Allah), sedangkan mereka adalah orang-orang yang berpandangan tajam.
(Surah Al-Anakabut,Surah 29, ayat 38)

"Akhi, kalau nta paham ayat ni, sebenarnya apa yang berlaku pada nta ialah, setan telah buat nta pandang indah benda buruk yang nta lakukan. Walaupun nta berpandangan tajam, maksudnya nta berilmu tinggi. Memang pada mulanya niat nta baik, tapi ingat, syaitan itu sangat licik. Dia akan sedaya upaya buat nta terjerumus ke dalam kemaksiatan. Lagipun, takkanlah sepanjang masa nta sms dengan dia, nta ingat Allah. Mesti ada masanya nta hanya melayan perasaan dengan dia, kan?"

Betul juga katanya. Lepas tu saya kata, "Tapi bang, saya dah janji dengan dia taknak jumpa lg. Sebab saya tahu kalau berjumpa nanti banyak bahayanya. Dan dia pun setuju. Kami sama-sama menjaga diri. Takkanlah ia boleh membawa kepada zina juga bang?"

"Em, betul, nta dah janji taknak jumpa dengan dia lagi. Nta dah dapat

elakkan zina mata, zina tangan, zina kaki. kalau nta janji taknak call die pula, nta dapat elak zina telinga dan zina lidah. Tapi akh..masih ada zina yang tetap nta tak dapat elak apabila bercouple.."

"Zina hati?" Saya menduga.

"Betul, zina hati. Semua inilah yang Rasulullah jelaskan dalam hadithnya tentang bagaimana menghampiri zina tu. Nta boleh 'check' dalam Riyadahus Solihin, bawah bab larangan melihat wanita. Rasulullah bersabda, mata boleh berzina dgn melihat, lidah boleh berzina dengan bercakap, tangan boleh berzina dengan berpegangan. Kaki boleh berzina dengan berjalan ke arah tempat maksiat. Hati pula boleh berzina dgn merindui, mengingati dan membayangi si dia. Hakikatnye, macam mana pun nta buat, nta tetap tak dapat lari daripada zina hati."

Saya terdiam..kelu. Tak tahu apa nak dikata. Semua yang brother tu kata tiada yang salahnya. Kemudian dia sambung..

"Ana dulu pun couple gak. Lagi lama daripada nta. Sejak sekolah sampai dah masuk U, dekat nak gred. Tapi bila ana sedar apa yang ana buat ni salah, ana trus tinggalkan. Ana siap dah fikir, dialah bakal isteri ana, yang akan jadi ibu kepada anak-anak ana. Kalau nak diikutkan lagi besar masalah ana daripada nta."

"Saya risau la bang. Nanti apa kawan-kawan dia kata. Dulu saya selalu minta tolong mereka untuk rapat dengan dia. Mesti nanti mereka semua tak puas hati dengan saya. Dan dia sendiri pula, saya takut apa-apa akan jadi pada dia kalau dia tak dapat terima keputusan ni. Sebab kami dah rapat sgt."

Masa tu saya dah mula sebak. Malu betul. Menangis depan brother tu cerita pasal benda ni. Nasib baik tak ada org lain masa tu. Brother tu jwb..

"Kalau kawan-kawan dia tak puas hati pun, mereka boleh buat apa? Paling teruk pun, mereka akan mengata di belakang nta. Nta tak kurang sikit pun. Lagipun, dalam berdakwah ni, kita nak cari redha Allah, biarlah orang nak kata apa-apa sekali pun, yang penting redha Allah. Kalau Allah tak redha, semuanya dah tak bermakna lagi."

Saya trdiam lagi.

"Pasal die pula, cube nta fikir dari sudut positif, mungkin dia akan terima keputusan nta scara matang. Mungkin dia juga akan buat keputusan untuk tidak lagi bercouple. Ana yakin, die takkan buat apa-apa perkara bodoh. Kalau die buat sekalipun, itu bukan tagguungjawab nta, apa yang nta nak buat tu betul, meninggalkan maksiat. Semua orang akan tanggung balasan atas perbuatannya sndiri."

Saya dah tak dapat tahan lagi. Masa itu saya menangis, saya dah sdar yang saya kena berhenti couple. Dah jelas sekarang, couple tu haram.

"Jadi apa saya nak buat bang?"

"Ana dulu, hantar satu sms je kat dia. Ana terangkan pada dia hubungan yang dibina itu salah. Minta maaf, kita berakhir di sini. Tolong jangan cari saya lagi. Lepas itu ana terus tukar nombor. Ana tak hubungi dia langsung lepas tu."

"Maksudnya, saya tak boleh hubungi dia lagi ke? Tapi bang, saya ade juga kawan perempuan lain, boleh pula saya hubungi mereka?"

"Dengan dia ni lain. Nta dah pernah ada 'sejarah' dengan dia. Tapi, kalau nanti ditaqdirkan nta satu universiti dengan dia, satu kuliah, lepas tu kena pula buat group discussion, masa tu nta hanya layan dia hanya sebagai group discussion partner."

Tiba-tiba saya terfikir..

"Dia ni nak suruh aku clash malam ni gak ke? Sekarang gak? Takkanlah awal sangat?"

Saya cakap..

"Saya rasa saya belum ade kekuatan la bang. Boleh tak saya tunggu sampai saya ada kekuatan, baru saya tiggalkan benda ni?"

Saya ingat nak lari la. Lalu dia jawab..

"Akh, nta kena ingat. Kekuatan itu tidak boleh ditunggu, tapi ia perlu dibina. Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga kaum itu mengubah keadaannya sendiri. Nta boleh rujuk surah Ar-Ra'du,surah ke-13,ayat 11. Lagipun, nta nak tuggu sampai bila baru nak tinggalkan couple ni..abang-abang fasilitator ni pun ramai yang pernah couple, bila masuk dakwah, mereka tiggalkan."

Alamak...tak boleh lari lagilah nampaknye..saya rasa macam brother ni paksa saya clash masa tu juga.

"Semuanya dah jelas rasanya..Nampaknya saya kena tiggalkanla benda ni gak ye. Macam tak larat rasanya nak tekan button handphone ni. Rasa tak sanggup."

"Kalau tak sanggup mari ana tolong tekankan."

"Eh, tak apalah bang. Biar saya taip sendiri."

Teragak-agak saya nak taip masa tu. Tapi saya gagahkn juga diri..

"Semuanya dah jelas..buat apa aku tangguh-tangguh lagi. Takut nanti hidayah ni Allah tarik, susah pula nak tinggalkan. Kan aku selalu doa supaya dijauhkan dari maksiat..jadi rasanya, inilah masanya.."

Lalu perlahan-lahan saya taip sms tu..

"Assalamualaikum..Sebenarnya selama ini hubungan kita salah di sisi Islam. Saya ingat dengan mengubah cara pergaulan kita, ia dah dibolehkan, tapi sebenarnya ia tetap berdosa. Saya harap awak akan istiqamah meneruskan perubahan yang awak dah buat, kerana Allah. Saya minta maaf atas segala yang dah berlaku. Kalau ada jodoh insya-Allah, akan bertemu juga. Assalamualaikum.."

Berat betul nak hantar sms tu kat awk. Saya masih tak mampu nak ucap selamat tiggal. Sebab tu dalam sms tu saya hanya akhirkan dengan ucapan salam. Lepas beberapa ketika..saya tekan juga button [send].

Lepas tu tertera di skrin..

[SENDING..]

[MESSAGE SENT]

Masa tu saya rasa macam separuh hidup saya dah hilang. Macam tak percaya..saya dah hantar 1 sms, dan clash dengan awak..

"Terima kasih bang.."

"Takpe, dah tanggungjawab.."

Malam tu saya saya tidur dengan linangan air mata..tak sangka..mmg tak disangka..Saya memang tak pernah terfikir untuk clash, tapi itulah yang terbaik untuk kita sbenarnya..
Tiba-tiba saya teringat ayat Allah..surah Al-Baqarah,ayat 216..

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

*******

Masa terus berlalu.. Saya terus sibukkan diri dengan kerja-kerja lain. Dalam usaha nak lupekan awk, bukan senang,tapi saya terus cuba. Saya selalu bagi tazkirah, ingatkan orang.
Saya bagi ta'lim di msjid, terangkan pada orang, couple haram, tunjuk segala dalil.. Macam-macam yang berlaku..ada kritikan..ade gk yg stuju..tapi tak kisahlah semua tu..

Tiba-tiba satu pagi ni, dapat sms daripada awak..awak bagi gambar bunga..bawah tu ada ayat..

"Seindah gubahan pertama.."

Saya rasa awak masih tak dapat lupakan saya. Saya pun fikir.."Kena tegaskan rasanya". Lepas tu saya hantarlah sms ni. Dan rasanya itulah yg terakhir..

"Tiada yang lebih indah daripada mendapat keredahaan ilahi..seindah manapun gubahan pertama tu, selagi tak mendapat keredahaanNya, tetap tiada gunanya..

Assalamualaikum..saya tahu, dulu saya cakap, kalau ada jodoh, insya-Allah akan bertemu juga. Tapi saya taknak awak tunggu. Lupakan saya. Biar Allah yang menentukan..Lagi satu,

Jangan cari cinta manusia,
ia penuh dengan penipuan,
kekecewaan,
dan tak kekal..

Tapi carilah cinta Allah..
tiada penipuan,
tidakkan pernah mengecewakan
itulah cinta abadi..
Cinta yang diredahai..

-Yang Terakhir- "

[SEND]

[SENDING..]

[MESSAGE SENT]

Saya dah buat keputusan.
Saya pasti apa yang saya buat ni betul.
Saya yakin, Allah akan sediakan yang terbaik untuk saya.
Saya takkan berpatah balik..

Takkan..buat selama-lamanya. .

2009-12-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

Romeo and Juliet both committed suicide. According to Judaism and Christianity as well as Islam - anyone who commits suicide will go to Hell forever.

migrane!

2009-12-05T08:16:00.005+08:00

i remembered this happen at the 157 i think.

this week.
is eating week.
seriously.how am i going to pass this napha test.-_-

on the wednesday. yes MY SELF-DECLARED holiday.i went to orchard. like planned.but~i have no idea we went to FAR EAST plaza up till plaza sinagapura.
entered avery shopping malls we passed.
and eat at : this ayam penyet restaurant, coffee bean and KFC. well, Mc at home.

thursday..

HAHA. banyak punya meeting.watched new moon.with aminah, farhaini, khairunnisa, nabila, farhanah....

this is my story.the bus called 190 left mewhen i was crossing the road how dare the driver didthat!okay. nevermind i let it go with a blank smile as 190comeas regularly.

BUT! why busses always come LATE when we are waiting forit.same goes for TAXI!

i waited.. waited..and waited..

comes 187.

okay then. just ride it. will alight at aminah's busstopto ride eerr. which bus?so. i alighted and just ran towards the bus infront of187.
texting aminah confidently saying " 180 sampai CCKkan?''with my story book in front of me. worrying ofnothing.

suddenly. i am at bukit batok.BAGUS KAN.then aminah said " dhania! turun la. tu g jrg''oh.great.
kalau jrg east tkpe.ni BOON LAY.
so. that explains why i am late and lost at the jrg eaststn(i'm a BUS kid and lost at MRT tracks)seriously. making a fool of myself.

the aunty behind us in between the story said "boring seh"
i texted mr contemptuousness and liana a long the way.
they skipped a lot of part which i think is terrific and funny.
the ending was " will you marry me?" da. tu je? kena scam seh!

after that. scrap off the meeting and went to orchard with family AGAIN.
this time,after asar till night.
my apologies.

this time we entered this SAKURA restaurant.
no waiter/ess is there to serve us.
i just noticed our family is rebellious and so. we stand-up and went out from the restaurant. making a scene-_-' div>

ok.seriously next. we ate at this restaurant. i chose hotplate. then we ate at mc. but dad, bought LJS beside it but we ate at mc .

friday.

last min. meeting with mr. contemptuousness at school at 9am.it was jam at PIE so i came late.

but this person came later than me!

and he rode the MRT!

-_-

have meeting. ~~a few~~lots of fight.

hjn and i rushed to finish our department updates on file at mr izzad's laptop at around 1230pm..

then meeting with the rest of the excos and. the juneid students.

okay. seriously. there is this one guy. he sat up staright. talk proffesionally.

when he started talking in english, all the way is english.

same goes to malay.

and i well. somehow adored the way he acts,sits.

i sit cross legs during meeting like -_________________________-"

today: rot
tomorrow: hibernate!
monday: napha! first aid training! recce at macritchie!
tuesday: out with umairah &aminah.
wednesday: accompany nyai for her operation( sounds weird since in this SL camp.. i am the operation director)
thursday:geylang with family!
friday: first sixexcursion..BOWLING~

next sat: rot.
next sun: hibernate.

oh.yes. i want to watch this:

holidays?

2009-12-01T21:54:00.010+08:00

this is how engage we sisters are about chemistry.-_-''

peace be upon all muslims.

this is a debrief post about my life this week.

MONDAY.

meeting with the STE committee.(syuhada, what is the name we invented to call ourselves?)
it consist of me. my assistant is hidayat.
overall in charge of the 1st day:rusda.
overall in charge of the 2nd day:nufail,siraaj, zubair, nashruddeen.. (the list goes on. SERIOUSLY)
overall in charge of the 3rd day: sharifah
overall in charge of the 4th day: syuhada.

BTW. to all the secondary 4, if you want to come in any of the days..please tell me! i still need some volounteers for this camp. 54 is not enough-.-'' (seriously, tk cukup)where are the other 30+ of you?

the meeting well started at 9 with only 4of us.(rusda, syuhada, sharifah and i)
hidayat came 1h20mins after.
i texted him because of curiousity if on his way to school he got hit by an accident.

tuesday!
self declared holiday. no calls. no text. well, my partner disobey the law we make the previous day.
-_-'' anw,i spend the day with mom. a daughter-mom day to SHOPPING.xD

wednesday
self declared holiday again.
NOW.off to orchard with family~
we are going to eat.eat.eat. and enjoy life.:D

no calls. no text message.
regarding SL & STE camp.

:DD

THURSDAY!

3dec2009!
happy birthday mama!
ok.my mom's birthday.
on that day also, i have a meeting with this partner of mine at CCK library.
with some of my freinds being the 3rd and 4th person`
what suprisses should i give mom this year....

FRIDAY!

school!
meeting.
confound it.-_-''
it is supposedly be a date with me and farhaini and khairunnisa with AMATHS.
a day with Amahs.~

oh.yes. weekends are the days i rot and update evrything i lost or missed on the previous 5days.

and that is how i will spend my holidays on the 2nd week of holidays.

sir, i made an essay and i have no idea when to give it to you. how about, at the merlion park.
in case you cried, well, i will bring some tissue packets.. you can join the merlion too.

if you want to kill yourself. fine with me as we will be sitting beside the Singapore river.

2009-11-28T12:28:00.001+08:00

Sorry Romeo, sun's in my eyes

an UPDATE.

2009-11-24T23:58:00.004+08:00

this is motivation:

From: Mohksin Gaia Leadership (mohksin@gaialeadership.asia)

Sent: 24 November 2009 08: 00AM

To: Dhania Raihana (hana_aia@hotmail.com)
Cc: daryllistic@hotmail.com
you are most welcome.

keep it up guys. as what ikram has mentioned, its just been like 2 weeks and you guys are doing great!

well, somehow.
after sleeping at 1am every morning.. not getting any appreciation.
well except for the planning for STE part.

aniway,people. please do come for the camps. i put more than my heart and soul into this 2 camps.
i put my eyes, ears, hands(typing), brain staring at the screen to figure out the schedule nicely and basically every part of my body. not to forget my parents money paying for the electricity fees.
101 things you need to know about dhania: when she is doing a late night work she will sit at the dining room, switch on the 4bulbs there and put the fan at high speed towards her, so her eyes will not close.

PAY FOR THAT!

&&lately, i keep on hearing meaningless songs.
well, it's fun cause, you will not need to like reflect the song and think about your life then get depressed. aniway, happy holidays!

dear sir, i do not think we have a future if we continue to be like this.
i wish to tell you my last goodbye but i am afraid of the situations we will face.

by the way, 11more months till graduation~

sports day!

2009-11-22T21:50:00.004+08:00

everyone posted about sports day.

ok. this is what happened on 18nov 2009.

the trainings are worth it, as all the sec 4's got their own medal:D

i think i did badly. i have no idea how many times i cried like toooot.

ok. for the 1x100.
let me explain to u, what happened on exco meeting the previous day.
each of us need to tell the rest what is our strength.
well for me, i told them i am confdent, BRILLIANT etc.
well, basically, everyone told only 1. and i gave them 3.
*kalau siapa tk puji kita, siapa nk puji kita kan?*

so then, hijannah she said, she got high stamina.

suddenly. when i was at the 100m starting mark.
she was beside me.
and i was like
WHAT ON EARTH!

the best part, i beat her. she got that talent to run 200 not 100 i think.
and...i ran badly, i did not feel the adrenaline rush like inter-madrasah.

the 4x200.
after i finished that dreaful 200m run.
sharifah with her pissed off face said we have ben disqualiffied.
pissed. i cried again.

the 6x100.
double tet-ness.
i never ran that relax in my life.

ok. HERE COMES THE CREDITS!
thank you MR IZZAD for the spike shoe, bananas and lime juice.
thank you MR ESMADI for training us.
thank you MR MUNEER to be there and told us all the scientific stuffs about standing like this, starting like this. etc.

and lastly, thank you for the juniors, sharifah and hanisah
i am very sorry if i bullied or termarah-_-''
HEY! atleast, you guys got a medal each!

after the girls event, azlin and i with ustaz mahzan have to jaga the 100m mark.

well we were only affected during the 4x100 junior. 4x100 senior and 6x100.

AHA. what we did during we wait?

PICNIC!under the shelter.. ust mahzan asked us to take some cusions and sit.

ape lagi? buatla!

seriously, mcm tgk wayang.

abe bil aorg lari.. cheer. abe. comment.comment.

-__-

ok.seriously, it was fun. when abu was the 2nd runner, well, suddenly. i talked to him he said something and i was like HUH? 1st place! ah. insyallah 1st place. abe confident. suddenly he said, NERVOUS! then i was like. -_-*paiseh*

then the 4x100 senior. i cheered for hidayat, earth kan.suddenly zubair is beside him running. i have no idea he was running, well untill he injured and i asked ustaz to carry him. USTAZ NAK ANGKAT KAN BAGUS! then he was like. tkya2. -_-'' azlin and i was like. -_-'' okay ke tk ni. ustaz! then ustaz was like. tkpe2. dia da tnk.

oh yes. i forgot!

the mother and teachers telematch!

that was fun!

my mom was there and

well.

i was there playing with her in the same team, Earth

blur as a sotong. i have no idea what to do.

-__-

the best part, we WON!

yes. and i expect a medal!

tet uh.

uat susah jek main.

but yes seriously, i cheated

well, my mom said, every person there somehow cheats.

for my group.

the soccer ball. i was suppose to dribble it,

i have no idea how to dribble.

i just kick la!

then suddenly.

da menang!

haha.

so yeahs. i am the lucky charm~

i want the medal!

no medals??

what.

0_0;;

anw.i got a silver and bronze.

nvr gt a silver bfr an accomplishment?

oh. sh0t. kena marah lagi dgn mrikram.

it's uncountable how many times people forget to attached the documents.

i keep on doing careless misstakes when sending e-mails.

anw, i am not going to check it.

-_- kena marah lagi.

then lastly,

mr izzad treat us to NEW YORK PIZZA

we were enthusiastic with our smelly shirts.

suddenly, it was closed.

and i was like er.

mr izzad was worried and kept on saying sorry.

we ordered canadian pizza.

mr izzad and i went to sheng shiong to buy some drinks.

we have a long talk regarding the sports day.

well, it is a confidential talk.

then. when we were eating..

new york pizza opened.

tissue packets.

2009-11-21T21:35:00.001+08:00

this is what i did when waiting for hidayat.

More Web knick-knacks? Go to http://www.happeepill.com/

go see. coolio!

running away.

2009-11-20T19:47:00.003+08:00

i feel like running away.
this is the time where i am supposed to actually talked to hidayat about the SL camp schedule.
is this fated?
hidayat and i are partners for this SL camp under the operations.
we are supposed to make this schedule.
it was finished.. well,until suddenly mdm yanis sms me about stuffs. and we have to change 50% of it.

next. hidayat is my assistant to make this STE camp a success.
omg. the first meeting was full with shoutings att each oother.

and for the next meeting. well, i made them agree to make a meetin gat the library, so we are not allowed to shout. but i think, we will 100% disobey the rules.

sec4C excursion!

2009-11-18T20:49:00.009+08:00

ok. last monday..
while hijannah was rotting at the meeting...
which btw. i was supposed to rot with her.

i went to ..

Sec4 cordova's SENTOSA DAY CAMP.
planning it with jannah was soooo easy
it took us the whole trip in the 157 only.

it's an amazing race conducted by jannah and i.
jannah did all the passing of smses.
and i did the buying of stuffs. well except the food we gave.

the amazing race was awesome cause in jannah and my mind was just " torture them. torture them"

there are 3stations only.which is pathetic. i know. but, it's a race for
only 18students,
only 3groups are allowed per station.the extras have to wait or kicked
out.

my station was at the discovery trail. mine was kinda easy.
well,except for the fact they have to run back at the entrance to ans this
question "what tree was behind the $5 note?"

next is khairunnisa. this is the thoughest as it was my idea. read their
blog. there are envelopes (some of them have the correct picture, well some,
have my STE essays.)
they have to find the correct envelope. sounds easy?
wait till u see people sabotaged eaach other.

then farhaini. hers was just count the stairs! sounds very easy. wait till u
have to find her in that island, and when you found her at the top of the tower, you have to go back down,count the 76stairs!

ok . i have to like become the station master.
and this is what i did with amal's DSLR.
CAMWHORE!!

annnnnnd.i am supposed to join this group! same colour tshirt!-.-

and here are the pictures.. of the wonderful things in life.

'

and.,and. lots more.
the day was tiring. but it was fun!
the pics speak louder than words. well,this is much of solo pictures as,. i am not participating.

ok. next! here is the s4c's!

'

'

the jumpshots! well,there's more actually..

to the sec4cordova:i hope you enjoy the day camp.
sorry if the torturing was superbly disturbing to you guys somehow.
our main objective is to bond between you guys and well, enjoy before we have to start our o's.not to forget, waste the class $$. i still have balance for this.

and this. is my bestfriend and i.

then suddenly. gt this one person in between us.. ALIAH!

this is what they called bullying people!what wrong had i done??-_-''

this is the first 6. well,the first 5 was doing silat. and the first one..was like.. eerrr...

2009-11-18T16:29:00.002+08:00

ZAWAID!

WHERE IS THE E-MAIL?
I NEED IT TO MAKE THE CAMP SCHEDULE!

*pissed off*

anda pernah nampak spike shoe di dalam mulut org?

2009-11-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

i cannot sleep! out of all days..

2009-11-15T21:45:00.003+08:00

i think i am too stressed up.

athletics!

cheering stuffs!
sports day!

sentosa!

people backing out in the last min!

executive committee!
SL camp!

specs!

having too much stuffs in one day!

mr ikram's email!

money!

work!

torturing someone on wednesday!

the plans!

and lastly,

my personel life!

when will friday come?

all these problems will be over~ well,mostly.

2009-11-15T09:08:00.002+08:00

friday afternoon.

demotivated, demoralised, daunted.

all the D's . damn it.

then. athletics. it was raining!-_-

quite fun though. juniors are trying hard for the last min training.

and muneeroah was "nk msk ke tnk."-_-''

welcome to the athletics team anyway~

&& for the first time the s4's did not go home together,pretty weird.

then sharifah and i decided to sit at the station to talk about the cheer and stuffs.

talking to mr heckle was sooooo annoying.

then. in the bus with syuhada(it was fated we met at the interchange) we saw sadiqah and woah.

at the bus, we basically torture sadiqah.

saturday. i was rushing to BPPS. home. breakdown like wth and met sharifah and her guyfriend to buy stuffs for the sport day. i felt like i was the third person and a mother to both of them.

i slept after magrhb,and at last i have my rest for the whole day.

2009-11-12T19:33:00.003+08:00

well,this is the s4's.

i kept on posting athletic pictures as.. that is the only pictures i have in here!

thanks to mr izzad~

zinnirah says (7:52 PM):
assalamualaikum
ape khabar ?
(:

DHANIA
RAIHANA. says (7:52 PM):
ws.
aha
baik alhamdulillah

zinnirah says
(7:53 PM):
these days , ur muke stress je . tk snyum pn

DHANIA RAIHANA.
says (7:54 PM):
hahahha.
sry uh.
obvious eh.?

zinnirah says (7:54
PM):
aah la

DHANIA RAIHANA. says (7:54 PM):
almk
ok2.
zinnirah

says (7:54 PM):
menyeramkn

DHANIA RAIHANA. says (7:54 PM):
esk kte
senyum lebih.
lol.

zinnirah says (7:54 PM):
haha

lately, i rarely smile is it? oh my god! i never notice it before~-_-''
okay,i promise i will smile more after today onwards.

i am starting to make my 500 words report.

but, it ended-up 367 words with just 2points which is like.. whaat.

i prepared 10points.

so. i will change the report to a 1000 words report.

light from heaven.

okay. so last monday.

i felt demotivated.

then tuesday!

jannah and i went to sentosa.

yes~ a date again.

well,we round the place in 3hours.

annnd. lastly, we have a snack at the mcdonald..

i bough a vanilla milkshake and she bought some ice-cream.

our couple who is sitting beside us went off.

their table was filled with frech fries and the cup filled with coke is only half-empty.

SUDDENLY, my tummy starts making the noise(or some of my enzymes in my brain is sending something that makes me hungry)

then. okay. i left with only how many cents and luckily jannah brought some bucks.

we bought a large french fries.

then. here is where the spy action
starts..

i was sitting facing the
croud./shops.
jannah was sitting facing other
customers.

i shift my body to the chair beside
me..
and jannah move our tray nearer towards
the next table.
everything was moving smoothly, according to
plan.
jannah move her body to the chair nearer to
our next table.
and i move my whole body to the table which
is filled with fries.

suddenly.
jannah did something.
i knew something was wrong.
oh my god! the aunty who is sitting towards
us is wacthing us.
what we are going to do??

i panicked.
i took my weapon from my table, which is the
tissue
and start to fill-up the tissue with all the
fries.

with tip-toe. i went back to my
place.
and AT LAST! we saved some food from being
thrown at the rubbish bin for no good reason.

and today. i gt pissed off a couple of times. sorry.

well, i was not at class when i am supposed to be at class.

furthermore,i am at one of the restricted places.

well, me and sharifah to be precise.

suddenly. mr esmadi came.

he was like.

"what are both of you doing here?"

convo?

2009-11-12T19:26:00.003+08:00

this is an expletive conversation regarding this couple..

guy says (5:12 AM):
Assalamualaikum

girl. says (5:14 AM):
ws

guy says (5:14 AM):
pagi na on9?

girl says (5:14 AM):
hm?
tgh buat benda camp ni.

guy says (5:15 AM):
ouh..k, bgs uh tu..
tgh busy uh tu?

girl. says (5:15 AM):
kind of.

guy says (5:15 AM):
ouhk.
so.. i'll leave u be then..

girl says (5:16 AM):
ok.
btw.
do we need to talk? or let just be silent for 10more years?

boy says (5:17 AM):
haha... not 10 more yrs
just a little bit more.
ok, u got work to do.

boy says (5:18 AM):
so, i'll go.

girl. says (5:18 AM):
then. when we will like.
"solve: this prob. or end this prob.
or. if it's a prob.

guy says (5:19 AM):
erm... we'll solve the problem later. or maybe i will solve it..
but not now

girl says (5:19 AM):
okay.
bye then.

guy says (5:20 AM):
k, quickly finish up, got school btw.
peace be upon you

there you go.after months of not talking to each other. typical type of guy i think.

e-mails!

2009-11-08T15:16:00.008+08:00

i found lots of important e-mails.

first!

mr rahamat, regarding amaths ques.zwd e-mail some saraf, ezzati e-mail a lot of annar (i only managed to open the jannah, the rest? well, i was busy until i did not check it. sorry! and lastly, IRAB FROM UST BADRUL!
btw. THANK YOU! allah will repay you all for sure.

ya rabbi,. i swear i will check my e-mail frequently.

-_-'' so sorry. i did not delete it though.

then lots of email like " Good day, I am MR.CHAO WEI, Bank of China (Hongkong),I have a business proposalof (US$18,600,000.00) for you from my bank.Finally after that I shall provideyou with more details.Please send me your response for more information email me if interested: Regards,CHAO WEI."

-_-''

then. okay lots and lots from friendster&facebook.

8909 deleted mails! like what on earth.

stephanie gave me this:
This is a mathematical challenge, and it's been said that: If you're an engineer, you should be able to solve it in (under) three minutes (more like 30 seconds), if you're an architect, in three hours; if you're a doctor, in six hours; if you're an accountant, in three months and if you're a lawyer, probably never. if you're good at math or logical problems, solve this challenge and the answer is the password to open the spreadsheet to which you can add your name to the hall of fame. What is the missing number in this logical series? 1, 2, 6, 42, 1806, ____??? The answer is the password to open the spreadsheet that is attached to this email. If you figure it out, open the spreadsheet, type your name in, save it and resend it to your friends. Good luck '

try and answer it. i put the ans on the next post.

okay. here is one of my penpal gave it to me..
hajj in 1953.rare pictures!

then! i was superbly obsessed with this person on 2006-2007.
siao. insane. i depleted most of it though.tralalal~
why was i so crazy and do not think throughly when i was 13-14 years old??-_-''

and lastly.

ammar emailed me.. pictures of mccritchie and botanical!

well, no rajulaani qawiyyani though. \

Love is the same as like,except you feel sexier.

i read this on some book yesterday at the library! lol.

2009-11-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

deleting the 8960 unread e-mails in my inbox.

it's time to be MATURED!

by depleting all the e-mails.pfft. sounds dementing.

2009-11-06T22:35:00.001+08:00

what is wrong with blogger today?
-_-
anyway! examinations are over!
1more year to Olevel!
and. i found the lost book alrdy 0_o

i got so many thing to talk about. but. to pour it out here.. was like. er.

oh yes. to sec4cordovians, i know.. there will NOT be a FULL attendance after today.
so. yeahs. 16nov.vivo. 0930am.
your partner has been chosen~

sometimes, i think. i do not have any problem in life.
my problem are: my pronouncation of the word R.
i talk too fast.
gila kuasa.
no family matters. well some, but. it's all like lame ones. for example, fighting ove bread-_-''
and yes. i want oxidation and reduction. i want redox to happen in my life.

well other people?
some have their family prob.
well others have their relationship problem.
and some have more bigger problem.
to all these people:
just be patient with everything.everything that happens have their own reasons.=)

aisy.

2009-11-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

alone. i miss the old moments when i am like this.

chatting up till 3am. talking total nonsense.
for example,in 5yrs time.. you will buy for me a sport car.. we will travel around the world,
you paddling the boat...and me not eating the food that being served.
LOL. the old times.

and now, where are you?
oh. yes at the mosque. i almost forgot, it is friday night.
then,where are you on other nights?

forget about it. as if you are going to read this.

maybe you do not notice. you are demeaning and pestiferous.

2009-10-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

peace to all readers.

yesterday s4c had 5-6-7 free periods. i gave up studying at class, then farhaini and i ended up at the mosque for hours well except for ust alaina's period.
then. today.
aliah and i spend 2hrs at the school library.
it's like a graduation day~ going in and out of the class like nobody's business except ours.
okay wait,it's friday. s4c graduation day.

and i found this book at the library ;hadith something. it's thicker than kamus dewan i think. it's in english translatio. i opened it. and LOST. the word the author used was like.. the word is not found at the longman dic.!

on monday, secondary 4 will start their first paper.
well, here's the thing . it felt awesome just to study the academics without bothering for the ukhrawi. same goes for STE. i do not feel the awesomeness during STE because we got out 3months standown

annd i am very paiseh i misuse the word reluctant with redundant-_-''
totally different meaning.
and yeah i missed the last athletics training for biology. great.
wait it's our last class for this year.....gd luck synthia for your exam.. AND, to all my seniors too.

&& i am selected to meet a MP named masagos. yes.
well, i felt lucky until mdm faizah said..

"we seleced all the SL s4boys" and i was like..
why must we select them?
they is our future khalifah fil ard.
but. they want to become an ulama' in future~
who knows.. they will have a sudden interest in this.

something like that during the convo.
then. i;m like-_-
allah is fair. everything is fair. that is what i keep on sating to comfort myself. period.

it's nearly end of october already?

2009-10-24T10:46:00.010+08:00

it's been years since i blogged about what happened to me the whole week.
ok. now. let's start.

as per normal. monday is a sec4cordova holiday.
only about half of the class came. and i did most of the amaths question.

tuesday

hmm. tuesday.. i did not remembered much what happened during that day.only,during the night i was too tired. idk y. and i slept early.

Ty for reminding me of my worst past.

wednesday.

yes! it's the day.
MALAY P1 & BIOLOGY examination.
i started storing the whole 9chapters like 2days before.i was swearing to myself . .as it was superbly last minute.
-_-''

dolah was like “eh,korang belajar ape? Nanti waktu 2nd reces..korg share jek ape korg da bljr kt aku..”
and otw there “eh,mitochondria utk ape? eh. Kenapa kena remove starch..”
and all the three of us was flipping all the way for answers. Afiqah was siting there. Memorizing. shira&dolah were fighting over stupid stuffs.
And. Omg. I was so paiseh on the way home-_-'' when i arrived home. straight to sleep . seriously.

Thursday.

ENGLISH PAPER 1.

there are some problems regarding the formal letter format.which is btw.

syuhada,aisyah and i arrived at the busstop at 0729am.

LUCKILY! DOLAH &AMMAR was not there to shut the gate right in front of our eyes.

yes. goodie2 SL. late for duties.

then met mr hazrin told him about the format... and he was so.. worried.

what he taught us is different from what miss amnah and mdm baizah thought us. and his format was following the Olvl bk but miss amnah's was following this longman book.

so. yeah. luckily, it was a REPORT!

the day.i got this sickness.
it all started at 02++pm.
when i was just starting to do my rounding.
and. And. and.
it's a disaster.
it's an experience i never want to face again.

and. all of them was like "dhania. mkn bananan.. mkn papaya.." yes.yes.i was so tired that day.this was not yet giving birth!!
-_-

it was so painful.it cannot be described here
if you want to know more ask:jannah,izzah,syuhada,rusda, liyana,aiman, aina, affaf, ummi.. etc..

aft that was maths and i had no energy left and i ended up crying calling my mom-_-
and what did she do?
she laughed!
LIKE OMG
0_0

i skipped amaths. as i need the bed. to rest.
arrived home my mom was like, ni baru berapa minuted.. kak lela laboured for 44hours.
44HOURS??? HOW can someone tahan that long?~

FRIDAY!
it's FRIDAY!
and. this shit is not coming out~___~

we basically did not study anything at school.
friday is sec4cordova graduation day.every week we have our graduation day.
watching the movie and such.

i had my meeting for only 30minutes.
coz,i need to go home. i didnt bring my tudong for athletics.
but i really sure i kept it somewhere at class.-_-'
oh well. It is worth it though.because.....

30mins of meeting.
50mins trip back home.
~~I got this shit out at last!-_-~~

all the miserable ends there!!

then athletics.
the 4x100 was okay. but our passing.-_-
i was too kanchong and when faiqah shouted slow down i really slowed down .turn around. grab. run like hell-_-''
mr esmadi was like it was 73seconds!!

my sister's L1R5 is 15. i can do better than her! yes!
1more week for examinations. and i am dreaming over stupid stuffs.
and are expecting too much on other people.
i should concentrate more on my studies!

Friendship is a wonderful thing. don't lose it.

sometimes i wonder, what is my purpose of me in your life.
we have no idea of each other.
the only thing i know about you is you are schooling at
irsyad. and all the normal stuffs other people knows about you.

need to continue doing the laundry. and STUDY!

IMPAK MAKSIMA,

2009-10-18T18:06:00.008+08:00

this is the reward i've been waiting for since STE has ended.
IMPAK MAKSIMA.
the name of the musical.
OMG! ok. it started like -_-''
i was busy closing nadrah's eyes because.. some of the dance moves were like seducing.. and i
was wondering what will zawaid do if he watches this.

aniway,it started with taqrabu zina..
but.overall it was splendid!
i never know malay community are able to do this type of musical.

the main guy,his name is DK. well. he is very passionate about this girl..
he died because of her.
like OMG!>

-_-

bw. syuhada! omg. ask ur sepupu to ask kamal adli his photograph with his photo and give motivation to me.[put my name there]. LOL. i got his autograph but.. i pretended not to get obsess with him. my uncle was the one who asked for his autograph. seriously! omg.omg.omg

presenting...

ok.not him. he is my dua-pupu. wazien.

OMG. and this is everyone,kamal adli.-_-''trying not to blink.
astarfirllah...-_-*trying to close eyes*

ok. this is the three people who is like tak kuasa with the autograph thing

&this is a few of a whole lot who is DAMN KIASU.

p/s: i went to the esplanade with my dua-pupu and we were all like very kiasu and enthusiastic. well,myuncle is the most enthusiastic one. ty aunty for treating 8 of us to the musical. ty.

11october.

2009-10-13T18:32:00.005+08:00

notice the file? well,that;s what organisers have to bring(address book,name lists,$450 WORTH OF MONEY..etcetra)we have to bring all this important things everywhere my friend

ok. i'm here to tall a story about..... ME!

haha. ok. crap

on sunday,sec4cordova had a jalan raya trip to the teacher;s house.

guess who the organiser is..

it was...

DHANIA RAIHANA BINTE SAHEID.

tada!incase you don't know here,this is her with one of p1 dimasq students....

she got alot of praises that day,on how she organised everything.

lol.ok. da.

it all started when we have to meet each other as early as 9am in the morning.

met up at queenstown MRT. got stressed up on the way to mr esmadi's house as 1 group got lost.

mr esmadi&his wife cooked curry. so,i ended up staring people eating.

we asked for a 30-seater bus,ended up getting 40seater bus for 30seater's bus price. WOW.

alhamdulillah.

next izzah's house,landed property.we ate what her family called "mee special" LOL.the bus had a hard time going through the small road..&&her family is excited to see us. izzah's mom was like "IZZAH! kelas izzah tkde budak lelaki?"

then ustaz idham's.ustaz idham was so enthusastic for us to come to his house. amazingly,all of us can fit into his house..aminz....etc..and i ended up eating at the kitchen, seating on the floor with his kids like kampong daya.. well,i did most of the torture to silmi.

then to mdm faizah's house.her house was superbly not like a normal HDB flat.. like waaa. she cooked for us NASI BRIYANI!. the texture of the meat was superbly soft. must have her recipe before graduation!

then. mr ismail's. another landed property. here,some of them slept. and i was like-_-''

we ate satay&some fried mi. basically,by this time..i was bloated.

the trip to the next house was epicly long..most of us slept again at the bus.ok,the truth is i asked them to sleep..to regain that energy. but,it turns out amina&i was talking non-stop during that 45mins or so journey.

next! mr isham's private property.coolio. it's like staying in a 5star hotel. with a nice view and the nearest flat was like 2-3km away.we ate at the balcony,which is btw.. got no rooftop.. no windows.. open air. the weather is perfect! it's like eating at a VERY GRAND PLACE.

mr razak's well. here... we wasted a lot of time by watching hannah monatana,got hyped up with azlin's new room..etc. and everybody was procrastinating to pray.

ended up coming to mr hazrin- our new english teacher's house late. like LATE. the first house that we came LATE. his house was homy.. one day i'm going to get a guy like him and be like his family insyallah. chea.. haah.

and we spend the shortest time at his house. aiya, so sorry sir.

like i said during class,i will come to your house again during hari raya when i'm 18 and tell you my future plan till 26years olD! xD

then ustaz mahzan's house. here,we spend 1hr eating..talking.. praying..etc.

umar was cute. ustaz mahzan;s was like playing with him,just to make us hear umar's voice.

umar wants to become an ustaz one day.may he become a great ulama' in future.. who will be teaching my kids insyallah.

then home.this is a short story of 11oct 2009.

well i thank allah this year everything goes according to plan.

and insyallah next year,i will conduct a jalan raya trip to all 2010graduates (GIRLS ONLY-_-'')

p/s:could you believe it? the driver,jannah and i was so excited to go home until...

we short of $20 to give him.

the driver only noticed one hour after we gt seperated

swearing?

2009-10-09T21:16:00.011+08:00

i found this: LOL. my parents doesnt hurt me. so yeah. i'm not insane. YES!

today is a swearing day for me.
it started when i over-confidentlly said to myself,i will come out early and i have enough time to reach the school at a perfect timing.

but. it turns out, the bus was late. jam at bke,pie,and stevens exit. decided to wait for syuhada since da lambat.

then,we met aisyah and nabilah moen. great. baru complete kteorg sume datang lambat.

we have to answer some questions, and i just knew some part of syuhada tt i never knew.

i decided to delete this part. because, i think i follow my nafsu sangat.da geramkan? so. yeah.sorry to everybody who gt hurt with what i said.

and it's like a GRADUATION DAY FOR THE SEC4. well, the girls only.
only allah knows what's inside s4a's mind.-_-''
during maths we were like. tk smngt belajar. and. like. relak2.
mr izzad was doing all the figuring out answers,... etc.

this is the most weird part.
ust idham didn't enter. and we end up watching shutter!
LOL. ustzh rabia knew and didnt say anything.
so if any of you plan to complain, -----------------------------------(decided to delete. to harsh to said it)

then primary sl meeting.
i miss watching most of shutter.
zulzawaid was like " sesiapa ade complain?"
and i was
hidayat was like " SL ni istimewa..."
semua orang dalam dunia ni istimewa.
istimewa sangat sampai allah pilih kit auntuk menjadi khalifah fil ard.

kte jadi SL sbb allah tutup aib kte dpn asatizah.

pfft.
~~and hjn & i was... "----------------"~~
then. end of the day!
atlast!

i spend more than $4 to eat today.. because i was tooo stressed up.-_-

next. athletics. well, it was fun. 5of us and the teachers ended up seating at the track talking about school. and. we talked until 7?
haha.

then. bubble tea with aiman. we talked about.. a lot of things.
then home.

need to have a war with mom to play this desktop.

my parents was hiding both of the laptops.
and the desktop..there are no speakers-_-'
damn.damn.damn.

~~ok. this is to all anti- wahabi group.o.0''~~
sorry. not to be evil here.
somebody told me jangan cepat menerima dan jangan cepat menolak.

i just yahooed wahabi, to find out what so special about it.
this is what i found out when exco was having meeting.
the person who wrote this is confirm an intellect person,he's language was like (ya rabbi.. apa dia bebual?)
this is just from a different point of view.
there are many heads in this world, same goes as opinions. if you oppose what the writer was saying,
ok then. go and google: good things about wahabi.=)
-peace.

Al-Wahabia and Its Founder

Experts on the history of the Wahabia confirm that the movement was originally
established upon an order by the British colonial administration. The list of
authoritative sources supporting this conclusion is long and includes Saint John
Philpy in The History of Najd, Khairi Hamad in The Pillars of Colonialism,
Hamaion Himáyati in Al-Wahabi Criticism and Analysis, and finally, Haiem
Wiseman, the first prime minister of the Jewish entity in Palestine in his
memoirs.

scroll down,press next chapter.

all the best in life
may allah give us guidance.
NOW! i want to yahopoed about ELECTRONS! something that scientists will not fight about.

exam!!!! OMG!

2009-10-07T10:08:00.007+08:00

salam alaik.
ok. this will be a very educatinal post.
as my exam is starting in 3weeks time-_-.
and. i cannot get things on my head.
i would like to share with you readers about.

TRANSPORT IN HUMANS(BLOOD)

8.1 biology matters.

mammals have developed a transport system in their bodies consisting of

a series of blood vessels
fluid that flows through the vessels
the heart.

STRUCTURE OF BOOD&COMPOSITION OF BLOOD.

blood is not just a liquid with red colour on it only.55% of the volume of blood is made up of plasma!the other 45% is made up of blood cells and platelets.

PLASMA

is a pale yellowish liquid.90% water and the rest are:

soluble proteins such as fibrinogen,prothombin and antibodies.fibrinogen and prothombin play an important role for clotting of blood. Antibodies help to fight diseases.
Dissolved mineral salts. All these occur as ions.
Food substance.
Excretary product.
Hormonnes.

the nmenomics : Perkahwinan Muneeroah Featuring Exco Harith..

i can totally remember this!yes!

The amounts of soluble proteins,mineral salts and glucose in the blood plasma are kept relatively constant.

RED BLOOD CELLS OR ERYTHROCYE

it contains the pigment haemoglobin which is a special kind of ireon-containing protein. it combines reversubly with oxygen. Enables the red blood cells to transport oxygen from the lungs to all parts of the body.
it has a circular,flattened biconcave disc shape.it has a large surface area to volume ration (enable more things to be put inside) thus can absorb and release oxygen at a faster rate.
doesnt have a nucleus.
it is elastic and can turn bell-shaped so that it can squeeze throught blood vessels smaller than itself.

produced by the bone marrow.

lifespan? 3-4 months.

when they are worn out, they are destroyed in the spleen. haemoglobin is released from destroyed red blood cells is brought to the liver and broken down.

WHITE BLOOD CELLS OR LEUCOCYTES.

ratio of red to white

700:1

colorless
irregular shape.
has nucleus.
able to move,change it's shape and squeeze through.

there are 2 kind lymphocyctes and phagocytes.

LYMPHOCYTES are produced by the bone marrow and mature in the lumph node.

they produce antibodies that may protect the body from disease-causing microorganisms. It has a large, rounded nucleus and a relativecly small amount of grandular cytoplasm.

PHAGOCYTES take in and diiigest foreign particlas. A phagocyte with a lobed nucleus and grandular cytoplasm.

BLOOD PLATELETS OR THROMBOCYTES are not true cells. they play a part in the clotting of blood.

i will talk about the antigens when i have a free time

this thing took me 30mins and you guys read it in 3mins-_-''

memories of botanical garden.

2009-10-02T08:49:00.003+08:00

doing the changing of skin is not tiring.

changing the link names to birthdates is.

i have no idea that shaakira&sadiqah have a same birthdate!-_-''

ok. and i found this pic at bahirah's blog..

ok. let me extract her post:

we had a gellery walk & need to memorise the key words that other grps do
& need to rewrite everyting we remember. thats all. ustz gave permission to
walk freely in the garden for just 45 min. so i walked with dhania with her
payung. sadly her payung cnnt be closed. we walked at these place to see the
flowers, took picture of it. we went to swan lake. only 3 swans in there. take
rest makan semua.. yg tk blh angkat nyer part, we are over the limit more than
45 min. ambil gmbr punyer psl.hehe. until my camera case lost. patah balik cari.
but i cnt find. panic betul time tuu. dhania calm me not to bcome panic. we lost
also. both of us dont even hv the map. haha. jalan but we go twice at the same
place. lagi lah aku panic. mal so we run. & liyana start calling us. at last
we find our way out. we saw all the sec4's gather up already. paisey giler
sey..they all are actually waiting for us. sampai jer they all clap at us.
paisey. paisey. paisey. hidayat say ' u have been elaminated.'. haha. mcm
amazing race. tu yg paling kekek dan mempaiseykan aku.
'

haha. and both of us are wearing purple!

that's the weird part.

but. yeah. we manage to climb up the $5 tree.

(the picutre of the tree behind the $5 note)

it was fun!

getting lost.

somehow.

i will miss that day.

and mccritchie.

LOL.

and i call her my lost buddy~

lol.

i meant seriously.

kte sempat makan padahal da lambat.

and baru kt botanic da pusing 2kali.

apelagi kt hutan?

paiseh.

memalukan.

2009-09-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

The Lazy Worker's Way to Success: 6 Tips
click!

i cant believe it. there are such tips?
LOL.

I had never thought of slacking off in those terms, but he was right. I've
known my share of slackers, and most of them are intelligent people who could
easily upstage everyone else's efforts if they applied themselves a bit more.
They knew that. Yet, while everyone was in panic mode trying to get ahead, the
slackers knew how to fulfill their obligations, get decent marks and enjoy a
relatively stress-free existence.

2009-09-26T15:09:00.003+08:00

i hate studying about talak aka divorce.
*talking about fiqh. *
seriously, why oh why must it appear on 2008 essay.

because the divorce rate of malay/muslim in singapore is increaing bla2.
and. i don't have that motivation to even read the paper.
all divorce ended up badly.-___-'' children always suffer by their parents choices that is to have a divorce.

ok. that';s about fiqh.

STE is next week
may all of us suceed and achieve our targets.
amin.

i finished up my awesome teacher's day video at 0230am.
*bragging*
okay. this is 25% of it. going to be deleted.

i slept very late and i woke up very early. i dont know why. excited? maybe. scared? yes.
and it's 26 september already.
i havent give presents to my classmates since like when? march!
so sorry.

and os4c raya trip is on 110ct and i am still not confirm who's house to come.
-_-
BTW! it's saturday. 2nd week of raya and i am not going anywhere~
this is depressing somehow.

2009-09-21T12:42:00.005+08:00

salam alaik.
i'm not ready for school.
see? i am blogging. not studying.-_______-''
and watching jangan pandang belakang songkak.

yesterday.
i had a chat with my step-grandmother.
talking to the olides is not that boring azlin~
-_-''
she talked about the madrasah in olden days.
and. i tell you,it's tougher than ours.
the most sad part,she stopped studying till p5 because, her parents cannot afford.
if she continued till p6, she can become an ustazah already.

p/s:her birthday is on 01oct! lol.

and my grandfather and grandma kept on talking about " nanti dhania pergi azhar...
nenek do'akan. boleh pergi mesir.."
etc.

omg. the high aims.
and. here i am. talking about becoming MP.-_-''

well as my nyai is here, a lot of people came LATE, and i can spend 1hr++ sleeping -_-'
hope to study for STE later.
=)

and. may i suceed to finish up the the teacher;s day video.
which btw. i dreamt about it .. and it's a disaster!

little busy dude! read this!
i dream........
that on tuesday..hafiz was supposed to give me a vid camera.
as per normal i was like came up to him and like:
"HAFIZ! YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO GIVE ME A VIDEO CAMERA!"
*cause i had to search for him,wasting my time*
and,. he was like. ouh.. ah2.
then. he took out his phone.
and he said. blh pakai ni?

his phone was like the latest ones.touch screen. bla3.

aka an I-PHONE!
okay. i know my cousins got that but their parents are rich people.
or,they are married!
ouh. yeah.i forgot.. hafiz is also rich.

then. i felt depressed because i had plans for when i should take this video.
and the plans are all burnt!
and this scene. where i was suppose to take regarding mr ismail.
is a nightmare!
and so. i woke up.

and that is what i dreamt.

2009-09-19T13:11:00.004+08:00

cleaning up the house.
a break for a while~

tralalla. my house theme colour is red&gold.
and even my bedsheet is in gold/yellow colour.
and. my nyai's bedheet is in orange colour~~ lol.

my sister and i was showing off our exco cert at our room. like what the? it's like you enter the room,can see the two certs.

i was excited for raya tomorrow~
nyai is here~
after about 2/3 years not feeling the sweetness of raya. xD
i think i'm not using the right adjective.

beside this com,there is this calender..

A big STE was written next week and i was like. next week? then i laughed.
idk y. then. i was like.. bila la nak belajar.. when suddenly i read this:

Official: Suicide bomb kills 25 in NW Pakistan
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090918/tap-as-pakistan-9th-ld-writethru-d3b07b8.html

The blast on the outskirts of Kohat injured scores more just days before
Muslims from both the Sunni and Shiite sects celebrate the end of the fasting
month of Ramadan. It was the second attack in two days in the area,
which is not far from the Afghan border and has experienced past incidents of
sectarian violence.

may allah bless all the muslims dead or alive. amin.

and. when we are happy.blissful.gay about this celebration.. don't forget our brothers and sisters around the world who is not as lucky as we are.

EID MUBARAK!

btw. izzah&sharifah if both of you are reading this.
well. tomorrow i'm tooo busy to post anything. and. so yeah.

here's the song.

*based on the hari raya song*

selamat hari jadi *ten terent*
kepada izzah dan juga sharifah *ten-terent*

apabila hari jadi mereka tiba.

kita menjerit selamat hari raya.
*ten-terent* selamaaaaat haaaaari tuaaaaaaa~~~~~

:DD

2009-09-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

yesterday was weird?
i won the challange yesterday sir!

had an early trip to school . and mr ismail thought i skipped-____-''

i was forcing my eyes to open during the whole journey to school.

UNTIL....

had the primary assembly at the class.
when i entered the boys were like" kakak jadi catcher!kakak jadi catcher!"
and i was like-___-'' duduk la..

and. the chair person. wrote "good boy" "good girl" "bad boy" "bad girl" on the board.
i remembered this thing works during my time.
but now?
NO!
omg.they were like.

eh. letak nama amirul kat bad boy.
nama kte da kat good boy.
and i was like HEH???

then there's this one other boy.
"awak!kte letak nama awk kt bad boy eh"'
"nama kte da ade pun. "
and i was like *kadush*

but taking care of them is FUN!
haha. they and all their problems. and they were like. kakak jadi catcher!
twiss. twiss *peace sign* and i was like-_-

then there's naufal who lied down on the floor. and i was like.
ape ke hal la budak ni.
and i asked khalid why naufal is doing that.
his answer:searching for money

annd. i was like. ya rabbi-____-'' tkkn sampai meniarap. then. masuk meja/kerusi kt bwh.

then. khalid was like.. kakak..diorg sume naughty..
and i was like.. skrg la time utk main2.. nnti da besar tk blh main2 lagi. kena bljr.
KAK! nanti secondary 6.mcm gni jugak eh?

and. as usual my class was the noisiest. BUT!
omg. paiseh. it was so damn noisy untill mr isham who is talking/announcing to the whole school gave a sarcastic remarks on the p1. and i was unaware of that untill..

when muaz&i stand outside the class.. cnt tahan already. the SL,"student leader who'll be reciting aka ishak" and mr isham is facing our class and i was like OMG. and. zubair was giving a shh look and i was -___-'' omg.malu nya.

luckily,ustazah's came to the rescue. i felt so useless.

then.had classes.. talk. i was pretty excited and enthusiastic to go back home. atlast HOME!
and i was rushing to catch the first 157.
untill...

this person using othere person's phone smses me " assalamualaikum.ada meeting"
and i was like.
ADA MEETING.
i have arrived at the busstop.
then. dragging my whole leg while carrying my whole body which BTW feels heavier than usual back to school.
met up with the other s4s. and we chated for a while? and. thank god syuhada and nabilah will wait for me.

today. just now. didn't attend school. a lot of chores to do.
met up with syuhada for her to pass me some stuffs.
and. syuhada's story was so hilarious. i think i laughed so loudly,until it attracts attention at the library.=_=

i wonder if i have a split personality.
dhania and raihana.

2009-09-14T18:42:00.010+08:00

in the name of allah.the most gracious the most merciful.

i;m using the com right now. like woah. it's been years since the day i used this com even though i saw it everyday.

life has been great for me for the last septemebr holidays.
i can only tahan for about 2-3hrs then i slept again. wake up. slept again. except for breakfast&etc.

okay. so, last two days there were awesome ustaz who gave great syarahan.
p/s:to all ustaz wannabe in future:may of all of you suceed and can make a difference in the society.
and

not like A NORMAL TYPICAL MALAY PEOPLE WHO PROCRASTINATES EVERYTIME.

little busy dude! are you reading this?

on satudray it's ust hafiz.. something like that la his name.
he said something like this:

kalau benda tu tkde kte buat.. senang.
nk maintain benda tu.. susah.
the topic is:minggu depan nak raya;)

it's like. okay. u asked people to donate coz u are making a mosque.
but if you want to maintain the mosque like painting it back.. and asking donations. that's harder.

and. it's the same for a normal human being to istiqamah to do his good deeds.
the terawih is the best example.

during the first night of ramadhan..the easiest example i can give is at al-iman mosque.
muslims came untill there's no place to pray at the mosque. alhamdulillah.i need to suffer praying near the door. outside the auditorium. no aircon-_-'

but as days go by.... for the ladies, one level is enough to fit in all the jemaah the same goes to the guys at the 1st level. people is decreasing as days go by.

now that is not istiqamah.

to istiqamah. first you need:

1.knowledge. u didnt know the goodness of that ibadah
unless you know the benefits you will gain from it.

2.friends. (this is familliar) choose
friends that istiqamah who goes to the mosque everytime.

3. mujahadah to fight your own
nafsu.

4. the most
important thing.. to seek doa from allah so that we become a muslim who
istiqamah in everything we do.

okay. i think.. i am worst than the little busy dude's blog.
this is my closing post before raya. so yeah.

ust ahmad dahri gave a talk yesterday about lailatul qadr.
i just want to share this part: every muslims hope to get lailatul qadr. Correct?
so. we must 'bangunkan malam dengan solat,zikir..."
and. lailatul qadr will ocur on the odd dates after 20.

but. don;t calculate for example.
20-no ibadah
21-ibadah
22-no ibadah
23-ibadah.

dont program yourself.....
this shows that you are not ikhlas.

lately,i am temper will that little busy dude.
seriously,sometimes i wonder what he is doing until he is very busy.

first day of school is okay for me,
started at MPR.and i shared to the s4s that my ustazah slept when i was reciting.
i havent tell them what i did when i saw it!

next. 10yr series,

monday is ustaz badrul's day.

so 4periods of his period.
well. next year,we will surely miss him..
with his..
"maaa zaa turriidiiin?"

LOL.

do u know the malay sayings "kecil2 gaduh,da besar jadi jodoh"

well. that fits with us.i'm not saying we will get married with him.NO!
it's well jannah is the one who noticed this.. early this year we got this fight with ust badrul.

LOL. and we (specifically me and mina) bought him a waterbottle!
while,ust mahzan specifically said to us.. to buy some cute stuffs
and i dont find cute stuffs beneficial.-_-''
so i bought him a waterbottle. cukup cute la tu.

and it ended up. THIS. lol.

then ustozah rohana period. she said something regarding my handwirting. and i appreciate it.thank you.
i prefer someone who talks directly to my face rather than
passing to other people to say it to me.

ended up me saying like.. i dont care who the heck you are. and i dont care what you think of me. the most important thing is i will suceed in future with or without your remarks and i am still beriman dengan allah.

then. ustaz badrul again at the MPR.

after that.. the the boys, specifically :two chopsticks(like what my friends said).. and that little busydude.wanted to have a discussion regaring 25th spetember. nama sahaja student leader EXCO . nak cakap depan s4 sahaja susah-_-''

and it ended up. no conclusion. heh. perkara biasa. esok. esok. semua esok. and this is what you call procrastinate.

like i always say at the meeting :wasting your own time is suicide wasting other people's time is murder.

that's all from me. ramadhan karim.

09.09.09

2009-09-10T17:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday was 09.09.09.

when i was on my home from bio.. i opened my fiqh file. trying to memorize anything that can be stored from the waqaf paper. SUDDENLY. i saw the date. 09.09.08 LOL. it's been a year since i studied waqaf.

ok. i will not start talking abt time.
and NO. i will not talk about oral. i will start bragging really bad.

i think i will die on the 24th sep.
last minn. event.
even the students are not ready for the rehearsal.

i will came back again after i arrived home..

and the next day i will die is..
on the 30sep.
i got my STE papers- tauhid&m.hadith.
and GUESS WHAT??? i got my PRACTICAL BIOLOGY PAPER.
-____-'' my 1st practical exam.

i will came back to this world after i arrived home. study like mad... and i will score like mad again like how i magically did for prelims. LOL.

then. PARTY~~ 2nd october. insyallah,. damn. nak kena plan lagi-_-''

then. tomorrow. off to irsyad to help out with the SL board with rusda then. aft zohor will go to the 1.5million house to ''buat kuih'' . LOL.
then HOME!!.
ok. i;m tired of doing the cleaning.....

i think on saturday. more cleaning to do-___-''
eventhough mom&dad are not home. it's as if they are home. asking us to dothis and that bfr going to work.....
sunday..more cleaning..need to search for books for school.

next sunday is raya~~~
LOL. and i will not be coming for iftar@irsyad, practical.

2009-09-05T06:23:00.010+08:00

peace be upon all muslims.
ok. i had a musyawarah with one of my senior yesterday. i did'nt expect this. LOL. ok read.

******** says (11:16 PM):
kau dipilih(executive committee) psal kau brani

DHANIA RAIHANA. says (11:16 PM):
ya ritez.
if i'm brave. abe sorg.
tkde penyokong uat ape?

********* says (11:16 PM):
kire kau mcm my substitute tu!

DHANIA RAIHANA. says (11:16 PM):
hahahhahahahhahahha/

******** says (11:16 PM):
*tau

the identity of this person must be kept a secret. okay. great. i think i am way too brave lately?

BTW!my tafsir file is missing. idk where i pu it. i spend my one hour searching&organising all the crap papers,files, books... at the dining room. and still did not find it-____-

and i got this grand new doa for my oral.

doakan. yang dhania dapat examiner yang pemurah & sabar& tk ngantok & tk bosan & mcm ust mustaqim. kalau blh. ust mustaqim sekali.and! i can understand what language he/she is talking.&can ans all his/her questions with CONFIDENCE. amin.

2009-09-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

life cant be better for me.

but,it can be better if BABA NAK JUMPE USTAZ FOR TEACHERS-PARENTS MEETING just now! -_-''

my parents will not be coming for tmorrow solat hajat and muajat session also. working. unless!aminah! mk ko jadi mk aku . kte sama mk lain bapak for 1hr. apa macam?

the whole week we spend most of our times, as a sec 4 at the MPR. i tell u. i can die. there's no humidity there. my lips were burning! to those who dont understand. when u are in an aircon room,there's no humid=no water=dehydration.geography people!

&&my security guard who waits for me infront of the gate told me a lot of things. and i wonder. why must malay procastinate everything?-_-''

annnd. may allah bless all the sec4s for our oral next week.

BTW!i hold a heart last bio class and the heart was surrounded by white things which is fats. then the muscle was like hahaha.. then the blood. vessels. it was cool! subhanallah until syafiq spoilt our speciment that is.

i think, i will miss ste and mccritchie. =D

2009-08-29T13:41:00.007+08:00

i;m here~
haha.
i got only 5more minutes to update.
so yeah!

okay. how fast time flies~
i'm searching for the SL pics at mr izzad's multiply.
then i saw this picture:
tada!

this is my former head and asst head.

i remembered during that ceremony. . i did'nt take part. haha. pemalas.
they told us during the last minute.
i hate last minute stuffs. so. yeah. didnt go for the rehearsal which falls on a saturday.
the whole presentation i was doing my insya' hw( EH. sry sikit. bukan saya seorang.)
allah. i still remembered.

and after they faced a lot of problems,obstacles,meetings and there goes the dates..and months...and year..

and. this is me! tada! ok. i post this pic alrdy. nvm. my blog. no tagging place. wahahaha. for some reason,.. i like this photo.hahahahahahahahha. ok. lame.

i think.my parents are wasting money on BERITA HARIAN. no stories inside. can get the same story in the website for FREE!

ok. wait ade lagi. this is my class. next yr there will be a different class. changes is happening everytime. time wil not come back, it will only come back during judgment day. memories are remained in our hearts. so yeah. make full use of your time. aiya. 1more years till graduation~

time is scary. sometime's i missed my old moments. remember windstedt rd? haha. not only that. if we were to remain the same throught out life. there's no spice in life. no adventures to be discovered. no problems to be faced. no people new people to fight with . nobody to torture at. life will be very dull&boring. so yeah. everthing in this world is revolving and mutating. :)

Malaysian politicians.

2009-08-22T18:33:00.009+08:00

salam alaik.
so much of "studying 4 STE"
i spend my time at the library planned to memorize fiqh. but ended up only memorizing the ta'rif of wakalah ONLY then MAGAZINES~~ okay.

read this!

ok. i found the paper!

DEEP SMOOTH,
when tokyo's engineers wanted to extend the city's expressway system,called the tokyo smooth, there was no room at ground level. So they decided to go underground.

the way they said it was like.. woah. so i'm going to go there~ with a car after i am (ok no. my husband) is rich! BTW! it is going to be longer then KPE.

btw. press! http://www.lta.gov.sg/KPE/index.htm
haha. for me. the website.. mcm style gtu.ok. lame.-___-''

then! i found a book.

Malaysian politicians say the darndest things
darned·est or darnd·est
n. The most possible: I did my darnedest to finish on time...

syuhada!it's better than the political science book regarding middle east!

ok. read! lol. it's crap man! it got nothing to do with history..etc.

They have blue eyes and look like Hindi film actors and thy create social
problems here"

home affairs minister radzki sheikh ahmad,explaining why bangladeshi men are no longer allowed to work in Malaysia. (the sun,12march 2006) hindi films have been popular with malay women for decades.

next!

People with aids and avian influenza should
be cast away on an island to ensure they do not infect others.

Mufti of the state of perak,harussani zakaria (the star,22april 2005)

i promise u,if zulzwaid becomes like this. i will kill him.

74.Tudung.

''

it is part of malaysian culture and not mean
to threaten their rights. it would also show respect to the house. Moreover,it
would only make them look younger and sweet looking.

Badrudding amiruldin (BN-Jerai) encouraging the use of tudung among non-muslim female staff in parliament. when opposition leader lim kit siang stood up to debate him, baharuddin rebuffed him by saying, this is the fasting month (of ramadhan) I don't want to argue with people who don't understand, who don't fast" (malaysiakini.com 30october 2005)

ok. this is regarding singapore.

Singapore is not a real country,it is a small island. singapore's population is just 3 to 4million and there are no opportunities for CORRUPTION,unlike in this country."

minister in the priime mister's department nazri aziz,on malaysia'a lower ranking in transparency International's Corruption Perception Index. In Parliament. (malaysiakini.com, 21junw 2007)

ok. korg faham tak mksd dia?-___-''

ok. LAST!
44.F

F*** YOU! F*** YOU!

Bung Moktar Radin(BN-Kinabatangan) reponding to Chong Eng (DAP- Bukit Mertajam) during a debate on the Islamic State Concept. This marked the first time the 'f word' was uttered in the parliament, even though his microphone was switched off. He later admitted to journalists outside that he had said it,and added that if chairs had been available he would have hurled them too. (the malay mail, 18october 2001)

ok. astarfirllah. macam mana melayu nak maju...
anyway, selamat berbuka nanti.

i borrowed the vol. 2 and it's like better! LOL. actually.there are a lot regarding anwar ibrahim &mahatir. lalallala~
i seriously got to do some memorizing tomorrow.

2009-08-20T22:26:00.005+08:00

this is done by my sister using paint.*bragging*

prelims over. and it felt like ste is done.
finished. 5more weeks till the IMPORTANT days. for the previous days,
my way of sleeping was totally not healthy.

5days straight and yesterday my brain starts to give problems.
do you know actually brains cannot get hurt. it's the body that affects what you feel on the brain. during examinations fever.. you always feel dizzy bla3 is because of the way you sit,or study waa rairu zaalik.

it's amazing how i can remember these stuffs. alhamdulillah.by reading it in a glance and not remembering the mabadi' for tauhid and ta'rif for fiqh and mufraadat allarwiyyah for hadith even after reading it a lot of times. ok.tkpe. demi ste! demi duit! and demi mkbpk! dan juga ustaz-ustaz.

i went for the last athletics training.it was fun. there was bullying nenek..and ummi, fasihah,faiqah and lastly sharifah nabilah bnite abdul razak. we did some 'stupid' stuffs.In one word,i enjoyed it.sometimes being the senior is fun. LOL.
going home with the s4club.bought takoyaki with syu, ate at the interchange as we were waiting for the bus.and homE! and nyai bought some more food! LOL.

and i skipped meeting again. sorry hijannah.
it's an unhealthy habit.i know. that's why i decided to have a career in future that doest have a lot of meetings except in parliament.

sometimes i am expecting too much on myself,my plans and other people. and when people that i knew doesnt react to what i think he/she supposed to do. well,this is depressing. daunting, dejecting, disheartening and i hate when people treat someone as 'invisible'. everybody is important in this world and has a part to play. if not,why oh why allah choose her/him to be the next khalifah fill ard?

no bugis or movie or badminton for me tmrw!:'( mom asked me to stay at home and study for STE. no celebrations in conjunction of end of prelims due to STE.. my security guard who waits in front of the school everyday for me and torture me and talk random stuffs asked me to sleep the whole day. i'll go with that.

2009-08-14T18:23:00.007+08:00

ok. this story is regarding last monday. i went to geylang?
tuesday. i didnt atend school and spend my day "studying"
wednesday. . . . .i went to school. and i did my 1st wrong doing after 3weeks and it followed up with a lot others. astarfirllah.

thursday:executive meeting till 6++ and i arrive home at 7++. great.
the next day is oral. and i havent study yet.
yeahs on that day ezt and i jalan satu sklh mcm sklh bpk kte.... passing the consent forms,sitting at the office do the photocopy work for the arabic oral the next day.
90pieces. thanks to allah there's this makcik who is priting our PREILM papers, a stapler machine at the printing room and we just sit there wait. and see what is happening at school via the cameras aka cctv!

friday.
arabic oral is coolio. i enjoyed it very much. i ok. not me only WE laughed a lot.. and it's like talking to a friend. only it's in arabic. and,the ustaz is.. non other than USTAZ MUSTAQIM.

muhadasah topic.
alhamdulillah i gt the topic and the only topic i studied for real.
the last question was like this....
how many children do you want in future?

i was like.. are you kidding me than i laughed.
like. laugh.
then ust laughed too.
*eh. ni serious eh?*

ok2.
3 or 4.
3 or 10?
3 or 4.

ok.why 3?

and i was like hheh??

my ans:the no 3 is beautiful.

ustz:yes no 3 is beautiful.
farah(the person aft me)is beautiful.
but adab is important.
akhlak is also important.
and i was like. ape kena meneenga no dgn akhlaaak.
then. i talked total nonsense which i dont understand
and ust said "ape la awk bbl ni..tk fhm"
then he laughed.

and i get depressed for quran oral.

and i skipped meeting for kfc.
reason? i was hungry.it's khutbah already. diharamkan juall beli sewaktu solat jumaat so i went to bishan and eat. after i eat,i wait for the bus to go backk to school NO BUS CAME. petunjuk dari allah suruh belajar untuk prelim. and i gave up. went back to kfc to meet afiqah,syuhada and farhanah. call hidayat up. then library. memorise. home.

Gemini - August 14, 2009A solid sense of grounding is
apt to be of extreme importance for you today, dear Gemini. Hearts are apt to be
broken or won, depending on how well you play your cards. Keep in mind that the
slow and steady contender is most likely going to win this race. All the talk in
the world will get you nowhere. Today is about quality and action. Shoddy
efforts will yield shoddy results.

trip to geylang!

2009-08-11T04:01:00.003+08:00

yesterday,i spend my whole zombie day going to geylang.
and it was crazy,with liana fasting and not taking her "sahur"
2dead people in one family.

i met with fatinah and her family.
and his brother said.....
"eh,Student Leader"
and me and my sick face was like.*smile*
at least he knows me.

waiting for my mom and her kurung i met ajoy from my bio class. he is from wak tanjong.his real name is syafiq i prefer calling him syafiq then ajoy -_-' and i have no idea he got the guts to approach me in front of his family.(in my whole 16years old life,i never came across an irsyadian guy who got the guts to approach me outside school in front of their family)

i was sitting at the sofa he said hi. and i was like *smile* hahaha.
when i returned from somewhere, he called me up. and i was like-.-''' this part is the part i want to share...

eh. nama member ko tu fiqah kan?
ah.
eh. dia tinggal mane?
pasir ris.
ko tau? wkt tu. aku naik same bus dgn dia... then. aku tanye uh. dia tinggal mane.. abe dia tk layan aku.. dia memang gtu eh? tk layan lelaki?
ah2.
aku mcm sedih gtu uh dia tak layan aku.. tapi bangga jgk uh dapat kwn mcm dia.. sbb skrg,jarang nk jumpe perempuan yang tak bbl dgn lelaki.
*smile*

amazing!a confession from a guy. woots.and seriously. i just reply a word or two to him.

p/s:try and google zulzawaid's name the whole 4/5pages is about him!-_-''

2009-08-09T18:49:00.004+08:00

early in the morning,i really hoped my fever has went down. but NO!
i felt so hot. and. walaoweh
i dont have any energy to move!
i asked liana to take my thermometer.
and guess what?

my temperature fluctuates up to 39.2 degree.
this is a true story.(padahal khairunnisa ne 40.1 degree)
and the thermometer made weird noises.

suddenly i got the will power inside my body to do something.
but. before that,i end up crying coz i was affraid i will get a brain damage=____='' (it's stupid. i know)
and so! idk where i got this power to seriously stand up. go to the kitchen. and told my mom.

1st week of august.

2009-08-08T19:48:00.013+08:00

The American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP) recommends that kids under 2 years old not watch any TV and that those older than 2 watch no more than 1 to 2 hours a day of quality programming.

ok. that was a random start.

let's go to the topic.

MONDAY!
one hamba allah didnt came.
and. it was EPICLY GREAT!
i felt freeeeee. haha.

and dollah wore for the 1st time his SL uniform. and it was like =__=
dolah. tie ko..
dolah baju ko..
dolah. seluar ko..
dolah! pakai baju lengan pendek la esoK!

i was fasting. gt amaths. skip training.
wait. i cnt remember much regarding that day-____-'
aah. we had our first assembly.

tuesday!

K2 students from an-naem came to visit irsyad.
why on earth did they have this excursion when the p1's next has been selected?
the ans is:just for fun.
seriously. i asked one of the teachers.

each of us have to take care of 5students.
and. i got this 5students. affaf,_____,______,____and_____
i did'nt remember their names anymore=_=

early during the walk. they are 5 innocent vernal KIDS.
yeah.
but at the library. they are .........
ok. at the library. is nothing much.

at the sci lab.
our group was the first group to enter (kiasu as per normal)
then. zulzawaid said. "this is the sci lab"
then i asked each of them. "do u know what is science"
then. only 20% of them knew.

and i was like-___-''
and. the the other executive committee were repeating..this is the sci lab..

and my definition of science is crap.
for the perfect definition:

sci⋅ence
Use science in a Sentence
–noun
1.
a branch of knowledge or study dealing with a body of facts or truths systematically arranged and showing the operation of general laws: the mathematical sciences.
2.
systematic knowledge of the physical or material world gained through observation and experimentation.
3.
any of the branches of natural or physical science.
4.
systematized knowledge in general.
5.
knowledge, as of facts or principles; knowledge gained by systematic study.
6.
a particular branch of knowledge.
7.
skill, esp. reflecting a precise application of facts or principles; proficiency.

i think. they do not even understand after reading these 7 meanings.
and it was fun.

i was like,

"

eh. kalau awak masuk irsyad. awak main benda ini. game dia kena susun
blocks kt body part"

the teacher said,"dont touch anything"

and i think. we break some stuffs-.-'

after a round. they sit at the chair(height tk sampai pun)
there is this one round2 thing. idk what is that.
i hold it. and they were amazed.
when they hold it,and spin it.
it BREAKS!*sound effects*
ok. and when it breaks. it made some noise.
and i was like.
eh. alamak. ape dah jadi.
i looked around.
alamk zul!
and he was smiling.i think. ok. great.

i "repaired it" then was like.
"eh. sini cepat2. step tak tahu ape2"

and. they seriously did that.
-_-

MPR got two performances.
and i was amazed. they were good!
it's regarding bubbles. and. why on earth when i was in p2. the school didnt have anything for us to perform?-___-''

we have our break. eating time. this is where the fun part begins.

we were sitting. everyone just buy some water.

and. suddenly this girl was like,

kak. kak ade boyfriend?

*shock face* eh. kan masih sekolah. sekolah mana boleh ade boyfriend. kena
belajar"

kak kte ade boyfriend.

serious/??!?!?!?

other friend:kak. kte ade 2 boyfriend.

*2x shock*

oi. belajar mane blh ade boyfriend..ok. nama diorg ape(tk percaya)

_______,_________ dgn HIDAYAT.

i was like. hidayat?

ah2. dia same kelas dg kte. K2A.

i was like+___+

ah. kak. kt uma kte ade cincin.

my face*WAT THE HECK*

the convo when on. and mr izzad joined 30secs of it.

2of them played the game
A atas. b bawah c depan.."

they played it. but it was remixed and loooooooooong.

and i was like.

eh.kte tk tau main game ni la. main game lain.

ok. heart attack!

set. heart attack.

we played it. the 6th of us.

and i think. my group is the loudest there-__-.omg paiseh.

then, the toilet part.

then. we get the chance to use the toilets near the lift which is out of bounds.

and. i was like.

"eh. korg blh rasa aircon tak? best kan?"

and . t's crap.

and more.

the most touchful.
5of them hugged me before they went back to their school..
and i was like.
"belajar btl2. jgn igt matair jek"
like parents sending their children to overseas. omg.
that will be the 1st and last time i will see them.

wednesday! we spend our 1hr hadith talking about bid'ah.

and. the guys were like. .ok. nvm.

and. i went home form bio. alone!

-_____-

ok. wait!erm.there was nisfu syaaban celebs.

and. everyone has 0 idea of what is happening(xcpt for some asatizah)

i have to take care of p4a.

zero idea of who they are.

then in the mosque..

infront of me is some2 kids.. ameerah,______and_______ from p2A.
allah. i forgot alot of the kids name(even the class i'm taking care of
p1D)
i was memorising my mustolah.
the kids. were like.
*taking the book from me*
i was like. nanti awak sume s4. awak kena hafal.. aiyyoo( the p2,p4 and s2
beside me was like fliiping through th ebook when i said that)

all the best for the future irsyadians.

and. the p2s, they doodled at my book.

they wrote

" we love kak raihanah.. from ameerah,______ and ________"

p2a.

and i was like. ahha...

inspiration to study mustalah when i see their masterpiece.

BTW! 2days with small kids i got this theory:all kids are RICH!.

ust rohana. suddenly called me up. and asked me to choose 2boys from my
class to become the ambassador.

ustzh chose hidayat.
the 2nd one?

zul?
tk blh la. nnti org bully dia.
*i was laughing like hell*
and. kena tulis kt whiteboard sume...

(DON'T worry zulzawaid. i will make sure you become a mufti one day.)

zubair?
zubair. zubair.. dia ade mood dia la. kdg2 blh. kdg2 tak.
*and i was like heh??haha!*

dolah?
AHHH. rahman. rahman. blh eh rahman. ah. blh2.

thursday. it was EPIC!

fadhil became imam. and i did something very wrong. between the last sujud and tahiyat akhir.

wait. i copy paste form ain;s blog.

ok she didnt blog it. nvm.

it was epic.

and mengarut.

aliah and i were near to death. both of us late for our break.

because of the food/drink stalls!-_-''

friday.

amaths test.

national day celebs

pledge in front of the whole sch.

i like s4a.haha! when we were singing our hearts out.

most of themn just stand there and stare.

yeah. FUTURE ULAMA'

UNOFFICIAL QIYAM.!!with nazihah,aliah and azlin.
our guardian was:cik zalinah&mr razak.
our neighbour:laa taqrabu zina and frens.
our guest:azlin's brother.

the night was FUN!

ahha. so much of studying.

we ordered pizza. and read it from aliah's blog when she post it.

wait. i copied what azlin said at her blog:

studied at the meeting room.

IT WAS HELLA NICE! (i want to have an exco meeting there! ZULZAWAID! the chairs were amazing! the books were most of it was related with islamic. your type of books.:) the whiteboard is a plastic board. the sofa was comfy. the carpet was mr razak's..etc.)

the room! it was so pretty and big T_T anyway we talked and studied..

and ended up talking alot..

oh and ordered pizza at 9, it came at abt 10, we ate, and thats when the epicness started.since we ordered 2 boxes, we figured that we'll split it into 2 and give the other half to the boys. then, smrg da suke sgt ngn bbq pizza so we gave only one slice of it to the boys, the rest being the original beef one, not so nice. (deleted due to some contents).

then i wanted to do it too (deleted due to some contents.). then dhn did too, (deleted due to some contents) on it, another one with 'Laa taqrabuz zina' HAHAHHAHA and left with one piece, we put 'OTHERS.' TU YG PALENG EPIC! pdhl there were alot of others left like abu alim irshad siddiq naufal semue.

haha.

ok.

we slept about 12+++ at the counseling room..it's amazing how they can create a room which people from outside could not hear what is happening inside,and inside also could not hear anything from outside but people outside even from outside the office could see what is happening inside and people inside can only see parts of outside.

and i was freezing cold.

azlinwas"eh panas"

-___-

saturday!

i'm suddenly felt fever around 10am++++

no mood of talking. bla2.

i went to the poly.

and the doc said,"no mc. coz . 3days of holidays,.u can get well."

and i was like *paiseh*-____-''

she gave me many different types of medicines.i was like. woah.

and. then aft tuiton. i bought bubble tea.

chatted with aiman. .

and i;m feeling terrible right now.

ingatlah,kamu adalah orang-orang yang diajakkan untuk menginfakkan (hartamu) di jalan allah.

the (who on earth said i care about the no.s) musketeers~

2009-08-06T05:34:00.003+08:00

بسم الله والحمد لله والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم وبعد

di sini saya ingin menegaskan,saya tiada niat untuk riak tetapi hanya tidak mahu orang tambah dosa kerana salah sangka..

قوله تعالى: {إِلَّا مَنْ أَتَى اللَّهَ بِقَلْبٍ سَلِيمٍ} [سورة الشعراء: 89

أخرج البيهقي عن الحسن البصري قال: "ثلاثة ليس لهم حرمة في الغيبة: فاسق معلن الفسق، والأمير الجائر، وصاحب البدعة المعلن البدعة

=>untuk setiap syarahan selalunya, kami perlukan dalil dari hadith&quran untuk menegakkan,mentawkidkan dan menegaskan apa yang hendak kita sampaikan.

pada setiap hari rabu saya harus pergi ke kelas biologi.kami(afiqah&saya) sudah pun memberi surat kepada Encik Razak memberitahu kami harus keluar dari sekolah itu pada jam 0330petang. kami tidak memerlukan keizinan ofis untuk keluar dari sekolah itu. Jangan risau,sekolah itu, pengerusinya adalah bapa kawan saya.

harap maklum.

i think the musketeers who "salah sangka" knows the translation of this quran and hadith.

AND! guess what?
this is dalil about bid'ah.if you think you are being cheated.....

i'll post about all that happened this week on saturday,insyallah.
now!i need to get ready for school~ 0543AM.

bid'ah.

2009-08-03T05:43:00.006+08:00

menurut Anas bin malik r.a nabi s.a.w pernah bersabda:

permudahkanlah dan jangan kamu menyusahkan.

i just finished reading the book you-know-what. omg.a lot of the topics being discussed is like a slap in my face~~ (doesnt have anything to do with the magic box or .........)

the last week of JULY

2009-08-02T09:06:00.007+08:00

this pic. is really paiseh-ing. omg.-,-'' the boredness standing infront there.

prelim is in 2weeks time.

kan?
ah. i think so.
and as i was organising my fiqh papers.
imagine u are starting work tomorrow and u are not ready for anything.
no that is not what i felt.i felt worst.
it was damn alot.
i got stressed up.
and guess what i did..

nahs. somebody said sleep. NOPE.

start to hafal?

that's what i was supposed to do . but i dont~

i..

took 2 NEW teenage magazine. and read it.

my sister got it from her worshop. bla2.
free stuffs.
take it la.
and that' s what i did.
crap.

let me see.

monday.

i used up my time aft school untill around 6 at CDC.
aircon~
then there's this one boy. not boy. guy. idk la.
he was reading you know he comic kiasu.singaporeans
and was laughing alone.
and i was like.
HEH*force smile*
he laughs.

wai. btefore that. guess what i read!
i read about the cultures in singapore. and regarding malay is the thickest.
and. they talked about madrasah system. bla3.

do you know. what islam actullay meant?fii lrhatan waa istilahan?
idk. before reading that book.i know the lurhatan only.

the word islam combines arabic words for peace and submit.

t was amazing.

it was an academic book

asiapac publication.
i finished up the whole book. and that guy. well,he ends up sitting at the floor. far away from the chairs and tables.

tuesday. i didnt came to sch.

at night. around 9pm. my familyy(exc. liana) went to sheng shiong.
we went to eat at this restaurant.

we end up talking about age.
parents.
my grandparents.

my dad:eh. korg nk baba kaya tk?
me:nk la! tapi kalo by forex. tkya.
nadrah:tkmo. nnti .*all the negative stuffs*
and. my mom. kes tknk layan. waste time nk layan.
and the convo went on.

the food took a long time to arrive.
and so. we talked about nonsense stuffs.
serious nonsense.

wednesday. i tell you. i can die that day.

it was a very humid day&cnt take the lift&nd to mendaki gunung without water&got bio.
i thought at bio. it was better as there was aircon.
but NO!
my tummy was very noisy(?)
in one short word. i was fasting. and. on that day. we got practical. it was hard.
and. afiqah&i achieved to see the stoma.it was an achievment!

even our teacher said. it was nice.
for me. it was BEAUTIFUL!!!
subhanallah.

and. i went home with afiqah,shira and dolah.
thank god. shira &dolah does'nt fight.
and they were all.
dhania. buka sini.
oi. buka dalam nnti kena fine.
eh. buka sini pun kena fine la.

suddenly*afiqah mengeluarkan gula dia*
haha. crap.

thursday.

training?
ahhh. and what uh.
ouh regarding you-know-what. and sollah passed me-you-know-what book.

haha. it's a sensitive topic to talk abt at that sch i think* does not have any relations with the magic box*

friday~~~~
the day i've been waiitng for.
i was tired to go to school.
that day. i spend my morning. talking to mr ismail.regarding. school.and irsyad.and school.and irsyad. and inside stuffs. and y he always stand there.

it wsa tiring and sleepy the whole morn.

saturday. i got tahlil. cnt come to tuiton.
and. suddenly. ashari sat beside me.
and asked"how's ur education?"
and. we talked abot amaths.sci.JCs.
he joined tennis!

haha. i think to play tennis is in our blood.

and. my writing is the same as my uncle!
and. our characters too. i think.

today. amaths. memorise.amaths. sleep.
so much of trying to wake up at 0330am.
i got to do the duty roaster.
31ppl le.
got 1 this hamba allah extra.
u know/ what i asked him to do?
close the windows everyday.

gosh.-.-''

btw. the vid.
most of the dancers are killers and murderers.

2009-07-31T19:01:00.004+08:00

peace be upon you.

i learn alot of things this week.
and there; s this one teacher named mr muneer said to me,
the best teacher is not your teachers. eventhough they teach you alot. they are not the best teachers. the best teacher is yourself.you are learning everyday in life.

and about SPCA~ one part is regarding you-know-who-i-cannot-tell and another weird part afiqah asked me to volounteer at that spca. haha. if i'm going to join it. i will guarantee asked you-know-who-i-cnt-tell to join too. and BAGHARIB!ko nk join tak?

my father is 47 years old. the same age as my form teacher.
when we were having our dinner.
dad and i were stressed together thinking about his age and mine.
omg. 16years old-.-''

2more weeks is prelim.
btw.zulzawaid is a nice name*tkde kena menenga dgn the current head,ty*

2009-07-28T13:02:00.009+08:00

this is my future school. insyallah.

peace be upon to all the muslims out there.

yesterday. i learnt something.

sometimes, allah give you premonition.
believe in it.
sometimes it's true.

and guess what.
i think of me being an -------------------- (i just put random amounts of -) is just a sham-.-''
i'm lost.
and. drawing random stuffs is what i did there.

yesterday

ust m.:dhania,sini sekejap.
me:ye ust.
ust:ust dgr2. yg dhania naik lift
dgn kwn2. btl eh?
me:*omg!that was 2wks ago*ust. tadi,dhania naik dengan azlin, azlin kan SL.
ust:ok. bgs2.
ust:ust dgr2. dhania g toilet tingkt 5.

*farah's mind:who the hell is this stalker*
*my mind:da berapa abad ni?*

me:ah2 ust. wkt tu toilet semua penuh. kte pun pakai toilet tingkt 5.
sejak bila tkle pakai toilet tingkt 5?

SERIOUSLY I HAVE NO IDEA USING TOILET AT THE 5th LEVEL IS PROHIBITED.
and. eventhough the SL's there told me. the teachers never told me or announced it so. . . . . . .i didnt hear what they said. i got the feeling inside of me saying"ignore them"

ust:bgs2.chea. dhania da jadi exco.bgs2. ade pembangkang kt exco.
and i was
like.
basket.-.-''

to whoever told ust. thank you. he took my broken badge and wish to repair it.
it makes my life easier by not giving my name to the current head SL. dk when to give the badge to him and so on.

this is a sarcasm.

back to memorising m. hadith~
i'm tired to memorise.
GO DHANIA!GO!

2009-07-25T19:00:00.004+08:00

peace be upon you.

no. u're not dreaming.
no.it's not magic.
no.it's really dhania raihana. no spammer.
no.u dont need to slap your face in front of the screen.
ya rabbi..

i think. i need to start blogging again.
i need a place to talk about my day.
and. for future, when i read all the posts,i will be laughing to my old self. and said,

"why oh why am i so stupid when i was ___ age"

and usually, it's my parents who i talked to everyday.
lately,about that you-know-who.
and my parents was like-_-'
mengatrutnya.

but! oh my god. i think i am talking way too much to them.
every night,i'll be talking to them non-stop
and both of them are busy playing the com.
one of them is facebook-ing and the other is.. i have no idea.

after talking to them. i end-up watching the television.
without revising for my STE.
it's in what?2months? 3months time?

ok. so. yesterday. being an exco. was idk.
my sister is an exco.
i was just appointed.
and. i was shocked.
ok. that's not the word. idk.
the truth is...nvm.

during the pledge.
i did something very wrong.
-.-'
the p1s. during the HSL speech all of them had their own "karenah"
and i was staring at them. the next moment,they were whispering at each other.
and there's one boy who wants to elastic me.
and i was like. WHAT ON EARTH.
and . i covered myself with te envelope as if it is my shield.
it was a crap moment.

i have to skip amaths class.
pfft.

ok. aminah made a new pledge for me,
it goes like this
*i had no time to scan it.or take it's photo.
time consuming.i scan it takes about 10mins.
and all of you glanced through it for only 3seconds. what's the use?*

I,as the the new exco member will not take the lift or the ikhtilat stairs
anymore!=.=
or go to the out of bound place ILLEGALLY!
and be OBEDIENT!!

-DHANIA-

*this is what we do after standown,besides memorising and study.*

for those who feels that idk? not satisfied with me.
i AM SORRY.

everybody makes misstakes.
and.my theory:during secondary school is where you do all the naughty stuffs.
like ain says,''naughty is like cute2 then. u can like laugh at it. NAKAL is like. nakal gle bab ne."

2009-05-19T11:04:00.025+08:00

assalamualaikum.

i want to brag here.

*coughs*i'm an
EXTRAORDINARY girl with big dreams.*waving hands.tyty*

1more year and i will sit
for my Olevels.
1more year till graduation~(did i hear someone say
graduation?ahah)

fine. wait.

june.july.aug.sep. 4more
months till STE.

p/s:my birthday is on 20jun.
this is a reminder.
the birthday list is currently unavailable for 2010.
p/s:i got a spike shoe for my birthday present!
and so. i decided to hibernate
till
october 2010.

i don't think i remember having a blog by that time. haha.

random person:dhania.da hbs O. ble ko nk update
me: sejak ble aku ade blog?

o.0''
ahha. crap.
i know.
o. good bye readers.
good luck and have fun in life~
i dont think i will IM untill oct 2010 like usual. msn messenger is my greatest enemy now. need me to online text me or if you want,leave a tag.insyallah i will read it by nov 2010.

may allah bless me and you in life:)
remember to pray. melambatkan solat adalah sifat-sifat kaum munafiq.

wassalam.dhania raihana binte saheid.190509

life is full of it's ups and downs.

that is life.
war is happening somewhere.
i am a good girl.with an extraordinary mind;mind that!

2009-05-15T21:38:00.007+08:00

this is tauhid.

this shows our hardwork for our examinations.and. student's examination.

exams are over everyone~ bring the champainge people.

this is my cuz. he was explaing to us about his juniors and friends at his school.but. just take it he was celebrating and clapping his hands.

ok. this is how i celebrate after the academics papers were over(exc. amaths)
okay.

FIRSTLY!
i went home.

i got a family date! haha.
seriously. DATE.
couples usually end up dont know where they are going to go for the day. and decide on the spot.

well,as for my family.
we decided exactly 1min(estimated) before dad set his feet out from the house.

haha.

we went to causeway pt.
yes.i know. it's like LAME.
yeah. whatever.

we went to courts.
ehem . perasan uh.

ba!belikan akak katil ni!
katil ni.nnti ble baba jadi millionaire. katil ni(like the most expensive there-thousands of bucks) pun baba blh belikan.
-something like tt-

*-_-''*

2nd.
eh.liana tgk tv ni.
ba. LCD la. global warming.
ape global warming?0rg skrg sume pakai LCD tv tau.
tapikan ba..
n we fought there.

3rd.
eh. sofa ni lawar .
*duduk2*
ah2 seh. ba yg ni cool.
ni lagi bgs la.
ni lagi bgs la. panjang.muat nak baring.kaki tk terlebih.
*duduk2*
apa jek.
da la. oi. cpt la.perasan jek.

on that night,jannah texted me:dhania,ko da start hafal fiqh?
nope.
aru nk start celebrate.
ko masih celebrate? aku da mcm org gle nk hfl.
:)

NEXT!
ARCADE~~~~~!
eh,try the roller coaster 4bucks.
it's worth it.
n. i seriously shouted inside.
walaupun mahal,dia tk scam.
gerek!

hahhahaa.

then..we stayed there for idk how long...after that PIZZA HUT~
oh yeas.
it is going to be closed when we entered.
and we were like rushing to finsih our food.

that is only how i celebrate my ACADEMIC PAPERS.

today.
amaths paper.
my hands were shaking when i sit on the chair.'
no wait. my whole body was shaking.
includeing my legs.
it was exactly the same as when ust alaina was testing for my memorization.the shaking.the fast beat. the amount of sweats came out from the whole body. the way peoples(invigilator) stared at you.in your mind was only bismillah.bismillah.bismillah.

yes.that was exatly what was happening to me. okay. i was exxegerating a bit.

when the invigilator said,"u can start now."
my hand was shaking when i was writing my name.
writing DHANIA was hard. it was uncontrollable.
i just wrote DHANIA RAIHANA
S4C
3

i usually wrote DHANIA RAIHANA BINTE SAHEID
S4C/CORDOVA
003.

when i was trying to solve a square root question.
the line was not staright.
depressing.
using my left hand to support my shaking right hand.
and it was as if i was going to a bungee ride which is NOT.
i was taking my AMATHS PAPER

-_-
and i used the most papers in that class.
.
aniway.forget about the paper.

this is how i celebrate the end of the PAPERS.

1.EAT! my fav. food. CRISPY NOODLE with syu and aminah.

2.watch movie~~! ANGELS AND DEMONS

the posters are everywhere. dont expect me to put it here.

i haven oidea what the story was about.

whaT i know,DAN BROWN wrote digital fortress and it was the first thich bk i can finished it in 6days(i know it's pathetinc)

it ROCKS i tell u. it was jaw -dropping

ask aliah,liana.nabilah....
go watch the trailer.
http://www.youtube.com/.
dont be a lazy bump. press n type it urself.

when the movie starts. they were talking abt electrons and protons and i was relating it with chemistry.

i was eating in the early part of the show.

after a few minutes.

i noticed that

i am not eating these junks.

i waswatching tentatively.

omg. i felt thirsty.

drinking it in one big gulp

read an incoming text.

close phone.

watch.

the movie was fast paced.

the background sound helpes alot.the suspense WAS GREAT.

was one part that made my tears starting to fill my eyeballs

.and suddently tears can be felt on my skin surface.. i thought the 'good' guy will risk his life to save the world by killing himself. and i am like omg. he could do that??

GO AND WATCH IT. it was awesome.the actors was magnificant.

the guy beside me.watched it like0.o
hahaha.

i found this on one of liana's file of leadership.

my NEW PAINTED FLAT.

btw. do u know H1N1 virus actually founded about last 10 years?. A malaysian farmer who got the first virus. He got a pig farm.one of his pig got this sickness. and this something of the pig hit the farmer's pants. The farmer rub the pants after than he sits and drinks a glass of water.

The virus get into his mouth. and WALAH h1n1 baby.because during tt time there is no cure for it. the idk who go on for reserch about this virus. and they called this virus names from of it's origin. one of the virus's names is nipah. like. name or the road at malaysia? stylo.

then this one MALAYSIAN specialist got some infos abt this virus and went to AMERICA to search for the cure. this is the place where they search for cure for eg . SARS. the place was filled with vacuum. and people inside it has to wear suits. COOL!then this guy gt his visa to america for abt 10yrs? within 24hrs.OMG> it's like an impossible thing. AND the farmer is still LIVING NOW~

this is my story abt the h1n1 virus.watch it more at discovery channel.:)

ur future mp.

2009-05-01T17:36:00.006+08:00

i miss newton.
waking up at 0630 is a BLAST.
now?=.=''

last week i texted my old duty buddy.
and i made a quote~
haha.

study hard.go to the best uni.get rich.get married.have children.retire.

-ur future mp.

i love this quote.LOL.
i love myself more than anything.self-centred.yeahs.

haha.
i think the MP part only the sec4cordovians know. . . .

examination is next week people. and now,i am watching phineas&ferb.=_=''

Honesty is the 1st chp of wisdom.

2009-04-25T21:00:00.003+08:00

Honesty is the 1st chapter of wisdom.

i'm tired.
tired.
yes. i'm tired.
i came back from school. 4times a week at 08pm++

but then,just now~ ustazah said this, kalau awak semua belajar. sebenarnya kan, awak tkde masa untuk rehat

*bangga*

btl. awak tgk. penat memang penat. tapi,bila dapat results dia. rasa penat sume hilang.

so.. STUDY LIKE HELL.. okay?

_________- kun says:
raihana, terus terang... u are my inspiration
DHANIA Raihana. says:
heh.
DHANIA Raihana. says:
haha.
DHANIA Raihana. says:
siao.
_________ - kun says:
haha...eh, tu serious.
_________ - kun says:
ok2.da
DHANIA Raihana. says:
okaay.

i'm an INSPIRATION to somebody. haha.

BTW i decided to post my previous post which i saved as draft.

i have a confession.
in my life right now.
i'm damning 2 peoples'ATTITUDES.
NO.not any of them is my teachers.
not one of my family members.
and not from s4cordova.

i saw them nearly everyday,and the urge to hit them hard on their head and break it to half-is demanding.
i think. i will damn them for the rest of my time living,or untill after they changed their damn attitude. or when they are dead. OR MAYBE! i will not even remember them anymore after i left somewhere. HAHA.

ok. i felt good already. xD

2009-04-13T13:38:00.006+08:00

this is me. during the 2nd day for the camp.the flowers were from kak dayah. but i gave it to this bro tt i forgotten his name. i gave it coz,he was the person who was in our next stop.i am supposedly gt another one pink flower. really2 nice,. but. my faci was behind me then. and diyanah even tegored me,to take it.. but. i was scared to take it from tt person. omg. sry.

on good friday.

early in the morn.
mom,nadrah n me. set our feet at marina around 0930am.

haha.
macam faham pergi dekat bwh sg flyer.
tapi tk naik.
=.=

we ate at a fast-food place named popeye.
yeah. i think that is the spelling ofr it.
raliyyun jiddan.

then. i remembered our painful/excellent memories abt the STE camp
"mom,here is where my grp ran with the boy's grp"
"mom,here is the place for one of the pit-stop"

n then. when we were walking with no clear direction.
we played eye-spy.
it's weird.
but. i had a blast of good time.

and lastly,we hanged out at MC. lol. weird. but. if u want to buy something,it's pArent'S money!!
haha.

next!

RELiTE 2009~

i think i got the biggest beg in the house.
haha.
ask my faci and rusda.
ok. here's a secret~
i just throw everything inside,
my sleeping beg,my jacket,my pillow. basically EVERYTHING.
except my shoe that is.

we arrived at the campsite.
the toilet was like. yuck.
bla3.
i hate the toilet. pfft.

WAIT!
thanks god to allah.
RUSDA AND I WAS IN THE SAME GROUP.
and our group name is FANTABULOUS.

one of the guy's grp name is.
fantajar something.
haha.
ade *** kt dlm.xD

introducing my teammatess~~

this is my faci- her name is AZIAH. age is her secret.
she's taller than i am.
like. woah. haha.

i think. we got the same character in a way.
u see,there's one time she said,
"eh,where's my phone?"
*searching at her beg*
"eh,tkde la. tunggu jap eh. nk cari kt bunk"

she;s not panic.
that makes. two of us!
equals to:i'm not weird anymore~
haha.

my faci 2.0

she's maarifian. now at TP and! she's taking physocology.
BRANIAC!

this is NABILAH she asked people to called her nebz. i still called her nabilah.
haha. she's 15. arabian.
ok. she is my parnter in crime.
haha
during the 2nd day.
both of us represents our whole group to tell the rest of the campers what we discuss with one of the ustazah that is assigned to us.
and. both of us. were like crapping infront of there.

i said:bla3. bla. bla.mati sebelum hidup"
or tua sblm muda.
i 4gt.

and people were like laughing i'm like. blur.

haha.

DIYANA~ arabian. she wants to take STE next year.
and go to the ukhrawi side~
yeahs~ make me proud!

and she's the one who always disturbing me. and.
during ***'s team to go to the river corssing.
she shouted.
"***LMBB!"
omg. jannah 2.0=.=''
and. ofcorse *** turned.

and many2 more.
FAteemah. age 17. barniac. a leader. matured.
n she likes to motivate people.
i liked to stay right behing in the early race. as i was like. idk. tk kuasa?
then. she asked me to rush.
never give up
and when
they all ran.
n the next moment. i was infront from all of them.

salehah. dont mistake her age by her looks. she is 15years old!
yes! she is young~ i want her age back.

very-very matured.,

when being asked any question.
she will be the one who answered it FIRST.
fast-thinker.

n this is.FRHANAH.
silent girl.

then suddenly,she said "HI" on the last day.
and we're like
wooah. haha

this is RUSDA. my SL buddy. n my best pal. when i was crap. she was there.
when i need the toilet. she was there.
when i was in a mood only to kill people. she was there.
haha.

and. beside her is khairunnisa. my ex-silat friend. maarifian. quiet girl.
very polite. she talks soft. and when i was talking to her. . i felt weird. lol.

and that;'s us. FANTABULOUS~

this is the girl's IRSYADIAN~ haha.
esc. FATINAH.

and this! is the camera woman for this camp.
mr izzad's companion. haha.
btw~ mr izzad came on the second day.

she looks like MISs AMNAH!
kan.kan.kan?
haha.

and when we were lining up for the showers.
she gave me some motivation.
and exp she faced when she reacher 20+

ps. her age is abt 23.24.
i can't remember.
haha.

n she took. the photo of us 5.
diyana. nabilah. diyanah'a sis, rusda n i.
when all the campers were suppose to make a circle and hug each other.
our grp was like on the last place.
tk sampai2. org yg nk salam kte. n soo..

the 5 of us(esp. diyana,nabilah n i)
sang like hell.
we selawat.
n sang "selama ini.... ku mencari2.."
selawat aain.
sing again.
haha.
n when we stopped. it's like no sounds were coming anywhere.
but, we still continued. singing together.
the whole place can hear us.
SS.

so. u can u see?
i think i acted differently during the camp and school.

n this is my old buddy.
ok. i met her once before.
n we talked alot.
o 4gt her name.
n she forgot mine.
haha.
ok2. her name is AMALINAH.
say it with me AMALINA.
haha.

river crossing. that gut there. red colour tshirt. yeahs. tt guy.

he was VERY KIND enough to let me borrow his shoe during the river crossing.
n the best part. he waited for me to finished. not only him. but. he's whole teammates waited for me.

n btw. i 4 gt the word. but i capsized. haha.
watever the word is
i drown.
seriously. like.both of my hand were flying. kadush.

haha.
n. there was one bro his name is riduan.
also let me borrow his shoe durin the water confidence that involves me sinking in the sea.
n made a fool of myslef in the middle (seriously middle,i cnt touch the ground) of the sea.

what i learnt

doesnt mean u are a madrasah student. u MUST be an ustaz.
study hard. when poeple asked where u are from. PROUD to say MADRASAH AL-IRSYAD.
ALLAH always sees us.
nikmat allah cnt be counted.
but. rasul had categoqired it into 5.
hidup sblm mati. sihat sblm sakit. muda sblm tua. kaya sblm miskin.lapang sblm sempit.
never give up.
dont work for money.
just go n study anywhere.
TEamWORK is important.
having FUN is no. 1 priority.
quwwah. ihsan and ambossidorship(4gt the spelling) is important in one's life.

and. many more.

2009-04-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

autism. yeahs. that's the topic s4cordovian talks during english class.
autism kids. bla3. n bla.
sometimes,i felt it's better to be just like them.

hehs.

but. yesterday,during tuiton or somewhere.
i hear this.

allah has a purpose to make u live in this world.
everybody has their own parts.
if everybody became a leader to everybody, then who will the leaders lead then?

without you,something or somewhere in this world will not be quite right.

be somebody who is useful to the world then!
never say give-up and "i want to kill myself"

i know-i know.
i,myself,dhania rhn keep on saying those lines.
hey,trying to change here.
that's why i;m typing this.

just remember this my bros and sisters in islam.
if allah gives u a hard time, it means that allah remembers u.

i took this from asuh.
i like the syaitan part.
kdg2 terasa uh.

i think i need vitamin B's as these days i feel like killing everyone.

4more days to GOOD FRIDAY~
i cnt remember since when i;m always looking forward for this day.
wahahaha.

i gt a DATE!

to SINGAPORE FLYER park.

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btw. remember the organisation i talked abt during the last 2posts?
guess what!

i told my mom. n she said it's like politic at malaysia.
n. i LAUGHED OUT LOUD LIKE hell.

i meant. the president of the community is going to change soon.
and. the PM at malaysia has changed it's PM.

even khairunnisa's cuz said this commitee is like a commitee in malaysia.

OPEN HOUSE P1

2009-03-28T16:08:00.008+08:00

okay. it;s SATURDAY.

i shd be happy.
but NO.
i;m tired.
i skip tuiton.(so sorry aiman)

okay. let's start the day.

i arrived like 30mins early.
btw! here's the wisdom of the day~

always hear what your parents said.
even if u think ur decision is better than them.

mom asked me to wash the clothes.
i'm planning to do kt the next day.
mom said no. do it today.
do my calculations in my head.

MANE SEMPAT.

then. i just said.
mane sempat.

n then. she said. wash it on the evening after u arrived home then.
i'm like.okay~

i washed it express style.
n then.
when i otw to the busstop 190 came~
then.when i arrived the next buss stop

30seconds after..

105 came.
omg. that's great

n it made me came 30mins early.

NEXT!
ust luqman showed us how to ust the interactive whiteboard.
it's cool!!

but!
HE GAVE US ABT 15MINS TO ANS THE QUESTIONS.
WE ARE LIKE BLUR SOTONG.
DUNNO THE ANS.
IT'S A PRIMARY SCHOOL WORK.
BUT. WE NEVER STUDIED IT!!

i'ts irritating-study tarikh half way.
n embarrasing.

n. i'm assingned with farah to accompany ust mahzan.

as we were TRUE MUSLIMS and we came early.
we visited the void-deck.

bla2.
crap.
disturbing people.
people disturbed me back.
yeah.=.=''

n. i'm not damn akward with that person anymore. haha.

bla3.

next. ust mahzan showed us the drama the sec5A acted.

i'm like
o.0''
satu2. . . ******************

then. sambut org.
many parents asked me questions.
one of the question is this:
DO u like the teachers?
i'm like. . . YES
because,they treat us as if we were their own kids. etc.
BUT! when i was in primary 1 the system is not like this. the teachers were still strict.
but now, it's TOTALLY DIFFERENT.

i like this lady. she gt a bro name zuko n she called him ZUZU haha.
ok2.tk related.
i like her ATTITUDE.
she tried very hard to have her wishes came to life.
she is commited to achieve her dreams.

she beat-up numerous people.
n she made me proud as a girl!
xD

p/s: she's the bad person at avatar the legend of aang

march holiday -2

2009-03-20T16:43:00.005+08:00

this song is stuck in my head since yesterday.=.=''

aniways. i 4gt to tell you.

last sunday, got maulid@nenek's house.
free food!!

i'm dying of boredom there.
seriously.

okay. so yesterday.
i visited nyai@NUH.

omg.omg.omg.

haha. i was excited. .

then..

the doctor who treat's nyai..

is an indian guy.

OMG.OMG.OMG.

then2. the doctor was superbly cool.
he
is like.
"oh no worries."
*paying with his stethoscope*
i'm like.
errr.

then he likes to say,
"oh don't worry"

OMG. i want to be like him.
only doctor for kids.
haha.

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night went to the mosque.
and~

free food~
again.
this time is nasi briyani.ok. same.
but then. one dulang is shared only between liana and me.
haha.

then gt free ice-creams. mom is kiasu as always.

From:	Mohksin Gaia Leadership (mohksin@gaialeadership.asia)
Sent:	24 November 2009 08: 00AM
To:	Dhania Raihana (hana_aia@hotmail.com)
Cc:	daryllistic@hotmail.com